Bothered

These few days I'm so bothered.

Not relationship, not family, not studies.
It's friendship.

I can't help but to think too much. Doubts have been rushing against me and raise up my sensitivity point. I've been pondering at times, was it my fault or was it others. Times I do blame people and times I do blame myself. I feel shit.

I don't like it, leave me alone please.
I just need some time alone, it's time for me to grow up.

I need support and not disencouragement.