tell me how?

Recently there's so much things happening around.
Giving fuck to all.

worst thing still...
I couldn't and I find it hard to even confide someone who is extremely important to me.
And I begin to wonder..
Assurances are all lies.
Am I right?

Now, I will not confide in anyone, anymore.
Never.

I rather to keep it to myself and suffer than making myself feel horrible when I can't confide in him or anyone else.

I don't like to think twice before confiding in someone.
It sucks Bitch.