morning frustrations.
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Sometimes you can't help being alone suddenly.
Especially after a big tiff with your luv ones.
Just because of a moment of frustration and stubborness.
Just because you were being wronged.
Even if so, you'll feel guilty.
Cos quarrelin' ain't your style.
Even tho you're not in the wrong.
But that's human nature.
Blastin' song in the room.
Needed someone badly to vent your anger on and cry.
Someone important...
But he couldn't be there for you.
You understand why.
And you don't blame him.
Cos you luv him.
The most you could do is to sing out loud in the room.
And cool down yourself.
You'll post on facebook,
"Fuck this morning."
You don't want the world to know,
but you want to write it somewhere that you'll feel comfortable.
And you're a wordy kind of person.
So you'll vent your anger in words on your blog.
And you'll end off with,
"No comments are allow in this post."
Maybe in the evening you really must have a good time with your girls.
I'm a grown up now.
I have my anger too.
It's not because of xiao hai zi pi qi.
If I'm so gonna be run down by some people,
I'll run down that person as well.
A tit for a tat, no matter who you are to me.
Stranger, parent, sibling, friend, bestie or boyfriend.
Everyone is equal to me.
And that's me.
Accept it or not, up to you.
Lastly, if you don't like it, it means you don't understand me at all.
If you never even make the effort to know me well,
please don't even think of running me down.
You'll not have any happiness.
I'm friendly, yes.
Only when you're really honest with me.
Not only when I really cannot accept who you are.
Knowing a person's trueself takes a long time. It's just like a stone, it'll wear out gradually.
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