Disappointment

Chinggay 09' was a utter disappointment to me. I shan't post up the pictures I took, cos it was bad as well. Sigh... Here goes my fireworks. )':

Oh well, I've not been to tanning since 2371984625 months ago. T.T I miss the feeling of being sunburnt and peeling off the skin and cannot do any makeup due to the shedding of skin in my face. Muahahaha. I miss those feel. -.- But I need to get things done like...

A new bikini.
Suntanning lotion and NOT SUNBLOCK lotion.
Shape up my bod before I could lie comfortably on the sand, cos I know that I'm expanding at the highest rate.

What? Maybe the coming Sunday I'll be heading down to the beach to get myself roasted, any interested goers? PREFABLY JESS, HUIQI AND PEIXUAN! My usual beach goers. :D I need real response real fast ohkey? xD

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Valentine's day is approaching. I guess that couples have already plan suprises for their partners or plan a romantic date for him/her. And daily singles are thinking of how to confess, right? (:

"Confession is one big step between happiness and disappointment..."

--Quoted by B2. [:

Sometimes I wonder how does people have the guts to confess or how does a person know when to confess. And I got to know that rejecting someone could be a sin. :/

"Love is an easy task, it doesn't require any pressure, object or equipment. Just you and your heart..."

--Quoted by me. :D

I think that is the most important factor in relationship. But why does people keep brooding over the past and not welcoming the future?

I have 1001 questions in my mind that shall be unanswered. But me, all I could do is only be like a grass, persevering no matter what. {:

Aight, I shall end here now. Shan't brood on with my wordy post and make you guys feel sleepy. :/ Bye all {:

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I wanna be a lil girl that feels that she's the most fortunate one in the world and receive fresh flowers during vday, that's sweet, isn't it?