"Dear diary, it doesn't matters if the world is crazy, sky befalls on me, he walks out on me, god fools me or meteor strikes earth. Because, I'm still standing firmly down on the ground with my feet. Wanting you to be wanting me, no that ain't no way to be. You never were a friend of mine. I was still thinking of the way you smile. Cos' I'm dying to see you again. I've finally let out my anger and fustrations, it feels great. Looking back at the past, I was naive, I was an idiot. But now I know how it feels like to be dump. The feeling was undescribable. I feel the pain in my heart, it was so sharp and so painful that I couldn't let go of it. From the day you leave me, I guess that your heart are 100% dead already, cos you've once said you love me whole heartingly with all your heart cell, seems like it's with me, but I've destroyed it already. Do you know exactly how much I want you back? I yearn and yearn and yearn, until I'm sick and tired for it. Initially, the thought of you made me cry almost every night right before I went to sleep. Now, I think it's not worthy at all, cos I know that I could find a better guy than you. Your sweet talks are fake, it had really had me going. But, to be honest and say in a nasty way, you're playing with me all the while. I'd just wish that you'll change. Sometimes, I wished and I hoped that you'll get the same ending as me, afterall you're a human. Lastly, I've already broke my promise, cos I'm forced by my mentality to give up on you. It heartache me. And a good thing was, I did not cry, I've fulfilled the promise I've made for myself..."

Signing off XOXO,
it seals off with a kiss.
Magdaline♥