Early bird

Don't make me upset these few days.

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Cos I think that I might vent my anger on you. And I think that I'm having stress. Cos, I feel like banging my head against the wall whenever I think of my results. I motivate myself. I'm trying to push myself. And I've got my own way studying. Still, I feel like I'm being pinned against the wall and not able to do anything.

I feel stuck up. I really do feel the anger within me that I wanna vent out. And I do realise that it's not PMS, it's really about stress. I thought I'll be fine after bloody period, but I was wrong. I'm feeling even worst. And I don't know how to express it out.

Still, I tell myself that I still have 7 more months to go. All I gotta think of is, after the hardwork and tough period of time, we'll have prom night and my trip to Thailand with my friends. Afterall, telling myself that seems to be getting lesser and lesser and not in use anymore. I just wanna take a break. I can't stand alot of things.

I'm trying very hard to hang on and I'll never give up.

The anxiety is within me. I'm not those who doesn't like exams, it's just that I'm feeling afraid. Afraid of exams, afraid of grades. I feel achievable bout my grades and yet I feel that there's more coming up to haunt me.

Damn, why in this world must we have a damn cert to get our jobs and not those character cert. It's so sickening. )x

In conclusion, I find that no matter what I jot down here is pointless. Cos it won't deliver exactly what I wanna say.

FTW. -_-"

BIG SIGH. ):

Magdaline, you gotta hang on. I belief God is guiding you thru this period of time and be there with you to bless you. JIAYOU! (:

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