Thursday, May 8, 2008


Lesbo told me to have a new way of self picturing..
And I go, RARRR~! -_-"

Fuck you upside down, fucking bitch. YOU HOE~

Neh ni neh ni pooo poooooooooo~



♥ Smiling is the best way to convince one that it's long gone..
Gentle clouds are my blanket, the world is beneath me...

What's up?
I know I shouldn't be blogging down here.
I could be mugging or asleep now. But that's not life, I need to have a LIFE very soon. Or else, I might be dying soon, REAL REAL REAL SOON. -____-"

MYE's gonna end within 15 hours time? :D Great manzxzxz! But tomorrow will be a torturing day. Early in the morning gonna take Physic/Bio paper one then 0930-1230 will be art. 3 hours. FTW~~

Hurhur.
Let's start off with today, another lifeless day for me. ):

Woke up at 0830, laze on my bed while smsing Brenda.[: Then off I went to shower and headed to HKE to meet up with CheYu and Brenda for breakfast. Yawwwww, do you know it's uber weird that some aunties would keep looking at you thinking that you skipped school, JUST BECAUSE you had your paper starts at 11. -.-! Laughs.

*Skiiiiippppeeedddd til after 1242*

After the paper, head to CU for lunch with Selynn, Peisi, Joyce, Likuang and Xinhui. Nothing much, just some disturbing and was smsing Sining though her table is right beside mine. -.-! Head to JE and get my art stuffs. Nothing much, went home and do my art. Grahh~ I can't belief that I'm soooooooooooooooooo lazy that I've skipped...

Colour sketches
Half of the detailed sketches
Artist's references
Reflection
Colour layout

That's all I guess? :l Anw, I'm prepared to flunnnkkkkkkzxzx certain subjects.


Physics
Maths Paper II
Art


Suay. BIG SIGH

Laughs laughs.

Well...

I'm rather piss of with one person, I-don't-wish-to-reveal-who, sickkk and tired of it luh. 难道她/他没有发现有问题吗? Grrrr. I don't like to say things behind I-don't-wish-to-reveal-who's back, but somehow the attitude is pissing me off and I-don't-wish-to-reveal-who is telling me indirectly that he/she doesn't care. All of us keep quiet. But it doesn't works. I can feel that I-don't-wish-to-reveal-who wants me/us to want back her. And couldn't he/her feel that we don't care cos of certain reasons and I-don't-wish-to-reveal-who's prediction is wrong. He/she gives me a feeling that he/she wants to let us know how important is he/she to us and wants he/she back, somehow, he/she is wrong. Cos, I/we don't really care bout such attitude giving. SO, I-don't-wish-to-reveal-who, I'm quite DUUUUU LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN already, that you're making me disliking you. How I really wish that you could see the picture clearly and be matured more. I'm aware of the attitude we've/I've given, cos I know why. NO APPARENT reason, we're/I'm given attitude, what for? People around asking me why? All I could answer is, "I have absoutely no idea what he's/she's thinking and what's happening." Do you know that I'm sick of answering this same question over and over again. I had tremendous stress about you, being afraid to lose you, my friend. Once bitten, twice shy you see. You're in the selfish side, I know how you feel and what you want. But giving attitude and not talking about, doesn't works for all of us. I don't wish to say all these things about you. Do you know how heartache am I when I talk about all these? I don't feel like, but you couldn't expect me to keep it within me right? Know what? I'm afraid of crying for you. Cos I've once swear to myself, I'll not cry anymore, smiling 27/4 is my policy. Well... Seems like the aid-crew is sick and tired of saving this person who's drowning and didn't bother to make the effort to return to the boat. I swear, I give up and I don't care about you anymore. I had enough. Perhaps that's all.

Ohya,
I'm hating copycats and sarcasms as days goes on.
_l_

Sighs.
:D:D:D:D

Uhhh.
I'm missing sec 1 volleyball trainings, like the past. O.o
& I saw Mr Teo Teck Cai at Queensway yesterday.

Hmm. That's all folks, just that the stupid Imeem is so frigging slow.
wth!

你是我微笑的理由也是我哭的理由.

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