Dinner

Had dinner with family today. That's it.

I'm feeling a little upset these few days. I've just realise that, sometimes I'm just being to hard on myself being paranoid and feeling awful. I know that I shouldn't felt this way. But that's how I really feel, naturally and gradually stronger. I wanted to give up as I'm suppressing it all in my heart and not realeasing out. That's not the way I should behave. Trying to think of a way out for myself, but somehow, I'm not doing it and yet I've been thinking the useless consequences. I'll not share out what's happening here but some of you should know what I'm referring to. I only know that I'm thinking too much.