hate

hate to feel tired. cos the equation will be like...

tired + stress = volcano explosion
(Y)

it's 2331 hours and i'm feeling frustrated.
blah, cos studying with a tired head does kills me.
bo bian. guess my targeted GPA dream is being dashed out. =(
please at least let me have a 3.5 and a director's list. PLEASE!!!!!!!
*dream on*

life sucks for today.
nevermind, tmrw will be my happy day!
TUESDAY = HAPPY DAY!
(Y)(Y)(Y)

when im with you

smile
laughter
anger
fear
lost
touched
guilty
and many more

is how I feel when I'm with you.

Hate to quarrel with you but times you seriously don't get what I mean.

But because of some of your sickening character, times I feel like a silly girl that is throwing tantrum, FOR NO REASON. Look how stupid we are. =D Mad with you at times when you sounded sleepy while we're on the line, but I luv it when you sleep before I do. =D When I'm seriously mad with you, you'll buy food and make it with luv to pacify me especially it surprises me with a letter from you. =)

times i thought we could not make it but end up, we did.
we chose to ignore each other at times when we're angry but this causes us to realise that how important we are to each other.

the way you look when you smile...
when you laugh...
when you do silly faces...
when you cried because of me, when something happened to me...
when you hug me...
when you kiss me...
when you hold on to me tightly, afraid that i might fall any time...
when you become soften when i blink blink you...
it's all the reason for my smile. =)

you accommodate with whatever I wanna do and eat.
never complained once at all.

however all i do is to throw tantrum and give you a hard time without realising that you're doing everything is for the sake of me.

feeling guilty yet die also dont wanna apologise to you, that's the willful and prideful princess girlfriend you have. i appreciate everything that you've done for me, i luv you for who you are. i really promise to be a good girlfriend. there's so many things i wanna say but i promised you to sleep early, so i shall end here.

baby, happy belated (-.-) 15th monthsary!
i luv you and i swear it's true.
i trust you and i'm sorry for the other day's tantrum, (not enough sleep ah)
♥!

hi & bye

hi, here I am, still alive.
bye, I'm off to bury myself in Biology nao. =(
exams' in 4 days time.

rather shock

this morning when i got home, i saw a letter attn to me, from NHCS.

i've been waiting for it since 3 months + ago. i've been wanting it all along. it came, however when it comes to decision making, i'm still in dilemma. then, after a day of serious consideration and advices, i've decided to go for it.

least i feel that what i've been waiting for is here and i know i ought to accept it. it's all predestined by God. =)
Thank Lord for giving me this tremendous opportunity, i'll pursue it at the maximum point and prove everyone wrong. =)

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center parting for me?

I've been considering it for nearly a month already, back then my hair wasn't as long as now. Anddddd... I thought of doing it when my fringe's length is near my nose area (Um, I mean the shortest part of my fringe, fyi.)

ANY FEEDBACK? =D

footnote: you always let in to me. and im so used to receiving it. however, soon i'll grow up. i gotta be independent without you. that's God's purpose of sending you to NS only at this period of time. soon, your baby girl will turn to a woman and become mature. i luv you baby.

Mind you

LOSER. MIND YOU, I PASSED MY PRACTICAL TEST.
stopbeingafuckinghypocrite.
you'rejustlikeanakedpersonthatistryingtocoverupforyourself.
sofunny, youloser. =)

13 Sept. Only 30th Sept or 1st Oct I'll manage to hug you again.

However, time flies!

After 3 months you'll be posted out and you'll have more time with me! =)

Just gonna spend my days(during this 2 1/2 months) studying and studying...

& swimming? =)

Happy 15th month baby!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

baby boy! when will you receive your enlistment letter? =(
at least i'll feel better after knowing when is it. =(

anywayyyyyyyy, it's not that i wont see you anymore. just that i'll be thinking of you most of the time and be doing assignments, projects and attachment only. =) Time will pass very fast if we both chiong towards our goal alright? luv you!

p/s: best boyfriend ever. =)
(Tho im complaining bout him all the time =P)

question

would you change your life for a group of people?

or just leave it just go as the way you are.

because I luv you.