i wonder at times,

who am I.

will there be anyone to really know who i am?

apart from my close friends and boyfriend.

each thing i do and say, there's a reason behind to it.

w.t

how does it feel when something that is very important to you, yet it is not 100% being recognised?

honestly, I feel upset.

sian sian sian

may someone tell me what's going on? temple hurts recently. =(

qasdqasd

Thanks baby for the chewy cookie, yuki yaki and chewy junior, and most importantly the letter. =)

Feel uber mood-less these few days. 

blahblahyadayadanehnahninoo. 

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pfft~

"Why some people can treat friends as come and go? Whereas those people that were being treated in that way, they treat friends as tho gems."

just pause and ponder over this for a moment.
obviously some are taking advantage.
indirectly voicing out certain questions in my mind.
then I'll be slapped with an answer, "you're thinking too much,"
whatthefucky?

PMS-ing at the moment, tend to be thinking a lot lately.
Everyday a new question will pop up in my mind.

& why some people pour out their feelings, yet they are not heeding anyone's advices?
so, what's the point of pouring out?

why why why why why?

i feel like, my words ain't important to anyone anymore.
fallen into deaf ears, pretending to be not listening when is listening.

& why people keep asking why when they know the answer?

why people must be unreasonable?
why people must be hot and cold?

i don't like you. because i cannot get back what i used to have.
what used to be very important to me, now too.
i have to be superficial in front of you and i feel like a bitch.
saying out will cause misunderstandings, saying out will not do me any good cos you think you're always right.
(Interested people with curiosity, please ask me who is it, then I'll consider to tell you in order to make me feel rather better.)
big big no no point voicing out to you. if you were to be concern, you would notice it all along and ask me bout it. however, to my disappointment, you did not even bother to ask me whether you notice it or not. it's not backstabbing, it's just that because of you, who else can i confide in apart from K and darl.

No comments for this part of the post. Thanks.

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Happy graduation to my woodest yet sweetest baby!~ Everyone else is holding onto flowers and plush toys with graduation hat but yours is FA's cookie. =)

Soon it'll be our tough time. Your enlistment... When? =( At least I'll be prepare for it.

"i'm always a silly girl to you, my dear stupid boy. ♥"

lab

Lab todaye was awesomeeeeeeeeezx!

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monday blues.

Today is Monday! It's MONDAY!

Blueeeeeeeeeeee is an all time favourite colour shirt to wear on Mondays. ^ That picture explains why. HAHA!

Had quite a fruitful day today, except for Mario's lesson. During lab we learnt bout things like tepid sponging and how to flip the patients to prevent them from having pressure ulcer. HA. Went to AMK hub for Pepperlunch, I ate beef sukiyaki student while the rest ate pepper rice student meal (omg).. After that we head back to school for our GSM. GSM is boringgggggg. Had a 30 mins test, me and others finish it like within 10 mins. I got a D. LOL. I pass okay? I never study and I cannot attend the first lesson last Monday due to MC. T^T Alicia got F and she say that she'll never ever forget bout this F. LOLOL.

After school head to IMM to get my sashimi however ending up getting sushi instead of sashimi. =(

Ahhhh. Went to PL first. I miss Huishan and Aunty Julie many many!~ Only today then see them. =( Soon soon, I will work. =D ♥

Tmrw's baby's 20th birthday. Luv you baby! xD

Shall end off here earthlings! 

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recovery in process

I'm 99% recovered now, left with bit of coughing only.

Tmrw's monday blues! =(
4th week of school only and now I'm dying of projects. Seriously damn sian lahhhhhhh. =( However, clique made me feel motivated to carry on and chiong. ;D

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Enough of school, I only know I had to do make up lab session due to my absence last week.

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I'm looking for a new job with a higher pay now. So that I can work during weekends.

success

surprise for baby was a success! (y)
& happy 14th month baby! ♥

Times when I thought we could not make it through, but we did it. Thus it made our luv and relationship stronger. We fight and we make up. Squabbling all day and night. Nevertheless, you are all I needed at the end of the day. You're still my reason for smiling each day. I♥ you many many. ;)

torture

Finally my fever has subsided, been having fever for 3 days already. Was glad that it was gone. But I've been coughing and vomiting for the whole day. Vomit til my throat is extremely painful. =(

Maybe or maybe not I would fully utilize my 2 days of MC? :/

I feel so useless during this weekend. =(

Unable to help out in my group's discussion and unable to turn for tmrw's presentation.

Anyway, people, do take care of yourselves due to the hot and cold weather!

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Gna rest nao, lovely night earthlings!