Home alone

WINSTON SEETOH :D
He's totally different from this picture, trust me.

PepperLunch pocket menu.


Went to school late today, due to certain reasons.

Had Geog follow by Maths then Physics practical. Head to 496 for lunch then home, all the way til now.

I'm having discomfort everywhere, damn. I'm bored and yet I'm lazy to go out. SIGH. Tomorrow's got school, dance session and work. SIGH SIGH.

That's for today I suppose, gonna rest well. Had 214458302309 kilos of eyebags in both my eyes. TT!

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"A human shouldn't put in all their feelings into certain situation or happening. God gave us a pair of eyes is to see what's happening and a heart to feel our own conscience. He also gave us a pair of hands to touch our own heart and feel the sin within ourselves..."

Tagged, again. -.-

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Was tagged by Benjamin.

1. Do you own a handphone?
HEHEHEHE. Duh of course! :E

2. Who is the asshole who tagged you?
Benjamin YangYi.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
If my girlfriends were there lor. :D

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Shop...Shop...Shop... Eh.. No la. See first. :X

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Depending on the situation luh.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved lor.

7. What are you gonna do next?
Going to schooooooooooool! :D

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Sad dao you mei you? LOL.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
No impression of it.

10. What makes you angry?
Depends?

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
A bagpackerrrrrrrrrrrrr! :DDDDD

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Friends and family.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
Trust.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Too tired to think bout this question. :X

15. What is your favourite colour?
Loads. Preferably red, yellow and pink.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
If I give in all, what about friendship and family?

17. How are you feeling now?
HEADACHE. LACK OF SLEEP. -.-!

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
See lor.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
You're the on enlighting my day always and you're making me feel more for you, especially the fondness and fearness. Still, I'm lucky that I've found you.

20.Five people I have tagged:
Vivian Qinaide, Brenda, Shihui, WINSTON and Baoburrrrrrr :D

*Psssssssst, sorry Ben, I've edited 1,2& 17. I think you'll kill me -.-*

Tired.

I spend my day hanging out at 320 for awhile and sleeping.
I'm so fucking tired tho I've slept.
I'm so bored now cos I'm in a war with my mum, I know it's my fault. -.-

Sorry mummy, I know I shouldn't had yelled at you this evening.[Though you scream at me like shit when you want an explaination from me -.-] Sighhhhhhh. I know you're stress and yet I'm behaving like shit. Thousands of sorries! I love you! [:


SIGH.
What a boring day...

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Tonnnnnnnnnnnn.

This is the non edited version, Wayne says it's like break of dawn.

& This is the edited version, Wayne says it's like evening.

HAHA! Had fun last night together with Shan, Nicholas, Kenneth, Wayne and Zhiqiang. The thing is, me and Nicholas meet up only. Follow by Kenneth. Then Nicholas ring up Zhiqiang, follow by ShingRong then Winston then Wayne. -_-" Ending up all of us meet up at JE. Never did expected that we'll be tonning overnight. :D Hang around at store til 2+ then we head off to SSC's Kinetic park. Otw there, the road junction was so empty that Wayne and Zhiqiang fool around at the big yellow X. LOL! They wanted to take a picture of lying down there, but there's a few slow moving car, ending up no picture taken. Heh. Then we sat at a small road to take picture since there's no car at all. The funny thing is, they pose ah beng pose lor. HAHAHAHAH! Looking at there picture up there then you'll know. :B At the end of the Kinetic Garden, we played with a thing that can be spinned. Me, Shan, Wayne and Zhiqiang stood up on it and then Nicholas spin us until like shit then when we came down, we're like drunkards, loosing balance. LOLLLLLLLLLL. That was the fun thing about the fooling around @ SSC. HAHAAHA!

Reached SSC, fooled around over there then walk back to store and talk cock. It was a funny TCS{TalkCockSession}, we're talking about eerie stuffs. Then initially Zhiqiang talked about an old lady look straight into a soldier's face, then he BOOO. Me and Wayne was sitting beside him, chua tio until like -____________-" luh. And then the second funny thing was, I was talking about an old lady losing her hand. I knew Wayne was sitting beside me, so I just BOOO and hit him suddenly. He kena chua tio by me until like damn funny lor. HAHA!

After that, 6+ we send Shan back and reached interchange, all seperate and went back home. Got back home at 7+, kena gan by mummy and daddy. But heck all. :X I overslept and did not attend the dance session today, apologies to Su, JK and all the others. ):

That's all for last night, I'm still tired now. Gosh. -________-"

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I couldn't bother bout anything, it's none of my business. I kept quiet, I'll just sit back and watch the falling of everything. Some things are extremely simple in the inside and complex outside. It's just people making it hard for others to see and covering up for themselves. Cannot be blamed, but that's human.

Internal injury from work?

Friday I've worked for 10 hours and yesterday 8 hours.

I've got terrible back pain(The whole right back waist), old knee injury occurs on my left leg and a terrible sore on my shoulder. -_-" Cos I've been working for like continously 2 days, hence it causes me to feel damn damn damn tired and have all these sores. I've expected it, cos I've experienced it and this is work. The hard earn money.

吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦! 吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!吃苦!

))))))))):
But this is what I want, so I couldn't bear any grudges.
Think positively. :DDD

Alrighty, I know I shouldn't have spend most of my time working cos friends will be left out. So, I must know how to work and play and study adequately.

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Enough talk about work. I had experienced 3 terrible nights. Don't ask why. -.- Oh, that's I gotta blog. Been working for 2 long days and there's nothing much to talk.
:D

Byebye people[:

Before heading off to work...

亲爱的Sucker,

It really hurts me to hear or see you cry. Silly girl! Though it hurts to hear or see you cry, but the best way to make yourself feel comfortable is to cry. It's not an overnight forgiveness or hateness. It is also not about letting it go within a night or so. It's a matter of time and your willness. I belief you can do it so, cos you're a strong girl to me. Xiao mei, don't get upset already alright? You have to move on with life and explore much more things. And remember, each happenings could make one grow up. I'm sure that you're able to think positively right? Don't get too bothered by it. I've said what I wanna said last night, make sure it doesn't get out of your mind ok?

Jiayou, Shiqi. You'll always have me by your side, whether as a bff, sucker or sister. I'll still treat you like my own blooded sister too. And also, sometimes try being alone, you'll realise alot of things and being alone could reflect one. Hope you'll get what I mean. [:

Cheer up, sucker! :D
I'll support you always. ♥!

School's out! [;

W Darling[:

Khairul's hat. DongJing/Tokyo.

& KianHowe!

W Mrs Sunil

Syam!

Doody doody! :D

Cute hor? Wo de deer! :DD

It's all an illusion that you're giving me.

I cannot predict the future alone.

That's what an insane does when she's suffering from insomnia. -.-

School's out! :D

I'm pretty happy that I was being promoted to S4E! :D Sorry to those I've owned! :P

I'm really glad that I've passed. But I'm still utterly disappointed with my results. It was horrible. Next year Os, shall not play with my results anymore. I need strong motivation. Someone please motivate me, I need extremely strong motivation that will make me feel stress and banging my head against the wall those kind. Lock me up at home, isolate myself. When I mean going out to study, it really means study or else I'll just study at home all by myself. I mean it. Really. This time I got promoted due to luck, but I must know that luck is not always there for me. [:

After school headed home then rest for awhile before going out and have lunch/dinner. Hang out at 320 and it poured. -.-! Ran through the rain w sucker, it's so fun! {: And this is the second time I ran through the rain w her. [:

That's all. Reached home and shower.

Well. Dance lessons gonna start soon, a week of study programme, a week spent in India, free time are spent for work, ending of Dec is the time to be serious and etc.

I just wanna rollerblade, but my blades are spoilt. Damn.

I'm sooooooooo looking for work tomorrow. Just gonna sleep early and work tomorrow. 11-9. Tsk! Oh well, hope tomorrow morning doesn't rain. ^^

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Why are you the one? It's unbelievable...

Collection

5 Diamonds

Daytona

Natural effect. Nicholas.

Initial D. ZhiXiang.

X-Zone @ Jurong Point. Friends.

320.Shiqi


Swirl @ 320

Abstract @ 320

Credits to Shiqi

Flowers @ home

Ibanez @ home. Credits to Uncle Pong

Crystal @ home

Chupa chups @ 334

Shiqi @ 98

Emo is not the best word to describe this picture

She's Magdaline

Sex bands.

Shiqi.

Time shall not be turned back.

Subway @ Jurong Point. ZhiXiang & Kenneth.

Serviette @ Subway Jurong Point.

Closing @ Jurong Point

Spade Ace.

Basketball court @ 320

Did not attend school today. Went to Causeway and collect my phone. That's the reason why these pictures are overdued. It's just some random pictures that is taken from my phone. I just want a camera badly, really.

Tomorrow's my doomsday as well as last day of school. 3 classmates of mine are retaining, not sure who will it be. I'm afraid I'm one of them. I couldn't express the fear out. I'm assured that the one will not be me, I'm thinking positively too. Shit school la, always causing me to feel anxiety. -.-!

Well. Probably that's all. [:
& I'm working on Friday, working there really makes me feel much more happier. That's the kind of working environment I want.. Anw, I ♥♥ working at PL! :D

To dearest passerby, :D

Hello there.

Thanks for coming to my blog, so I shall waste no time at Shiqi's blog doing the scolding. :D *Much appreciated*

Firstly, what's going on between you and Shiqi? Why would you wanna spam her?
Secondly, are you Engkeong or his friend?
Thirdly, you've got no balls or your actual name is Passerby?
Follow by, spam me? Go ahead.
Then, why uses 320?
Lastly, I talk reasonably.

Answer to first doubt,
I'm sure that there's misunderstanding between you guys that can be cleared properly instead of using such no balls method to disturb. You think it's fun? That's your problem. But get the facts right, Shiqi's problems = my problems. So don't expect me to leave her problems alone dangling alone.

Answer to second doubt,
if you're his friend or you're Engkeong, please get the facts right before spamming. All I hope that this doesn't gotta do with you or him. Cos I don't want to get Shiqi got scolded by you for no apparent reason. But why EK scolds her? Does this spamming gotta do with him? Or you? Think smart and act smart please. This is making me feeling suspicious. And the one who scolded EK on MSN was me, not Shiqi. Cos he's the one whom pester Shijia. Don't forget what he promise me. I could print out the whole conversation for you to see.

Answer to third doubt,
young man, I'm very certain you do have a name don't you? Why would you wanna pose yourself as passerby and others name maligning others? You know it's damn childish? Unless your real identity is Passerby. :D

Answer to fourth doubt,
wanna spam me? Go ahead, I won't get my friends to stand up for me. Cos I know it's such a waste of time spamming and entertaining spammers like you. Just spam all you want. Soon, you'll get sick of it.

Answer to fifth doubt,
mind you, 320 is not a place for you to settle problem. Absolutely not a place for gangsterism. Whereas, it's a place for playing basketball and hang out. Play gangsterism? Go to other place, don't ever make 320 a place like a bad impression for others.

Answer to last doubt,
I swear that I did not type any vulgarity down here. I'm speaking nicely, if you think that there's something not right, go ahead and correct me. I just wanna get to the bottom of this problem. IT'S SUCH A MINOR CHILDISH PROBLEM. So it doesn't affect anyone of us except for you. You're simply degrading yourself to an irk. I don't mind your spamming, it's not that I doesn't care bout it. It's a matter of facts that you're spamming. Cos you didn't get certain facts right and you started spamming blindly. Probably that's your hobby or liking, so why should I get bothered by it? And, think through what you've said in xxx's blog.

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Dear passerby, can you see what I mean? I just wanna know what's the exact misunderstanding. Cos I belief that you're not having any harm to pick on a fight or spam anyone. It's a human instinct that we'll get angry if one is being provoked. And, really, don't feel offended if anyone of us said something wrongly. And, I'm sure that we'll feel offended, just that we wanna meet up and sort out things. Why wanna be a person who behaved uncivilised and get yourself into trouble? It is not worthy at all.

If you see what I mean clearly, you'll definitely stop the spamming and trash things out nicely right?

That's what I wanna say. It's just that, I can't be possibly type all out in Shiqi's tagboard.

Tagged -.-

1 ) The last person who tagged you is :
Brenda Tan

2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :
Schoolmate, DEAR! :D

3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :
She've got a mistress, named AngHuiJing! :D

4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :
Uhhhhh. Don't really remember :X

5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :
Where's Mag? :X

6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :
Don't let her have any mistress. :X

7 ) If he / she becomes your lover ,thing he / she has to improve on will be :
DONT GET A MISTRESS! lmao.

8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :
We'll never be.

9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :
Shrink her height to mine. :D

10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :
Cheerful and optimistic(:

11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :
Depends?

12 ) the character you love about yourself is :
Sociable? :X

13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is:
My moodswing.

14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
Cindy, Z2H vocalist instructor.

15 ) pass this quiz to 6 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
1.Christina Tan Hui Qi
2.Selynn Ang Hui Jing
3.Tay Shi Qi
4.Chan Kian Howe
5.Vivian Qin Ai De
6.Ng Shi Hui cuzzin

16 ) who is no.6 (ShiHui) having a relationship with?
Nobody?

17 ) what is no.2 (Selynn) studying about?
Singapore's education :X

18 ) when was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (Shiqi) ?
A minute ago?

19 ) Does no.1 (Huiqi) have any siblings ?
Yup.

20 ) will you woo no.3 (Shiqi) ?
Nooooooooo. She's officially Mrs Chong now :D

21 ) whats the surname of no.5 (Vivan) ?
Her name is long, I'm not sure of her surname tho. :X

22 ) whats the hobby of no.4 (Kianhowe) ?
Emo-ing in class? :X

23 ) where is no.2 (Selynn) studying at?
Yhss.

24 ) talk something casually about no.1 (Huiqi) ?
She would offer me a shoulder and hug when I'm crying. She's the one whole makes my day with her silly stuffs and also, bitch around like what girls does. She's my bud/darling! :D

25 ) what colour does no.4 (KianHowe) like?
I'm not sure leh. :X

26 ) are no.1 (Huiqi) and 5 (Vivian) best friends?
They don't even know each other :X

27 ) how do you get to know no.2 (Selynn) ?
I'm not sure? :X

28 ) does no.1 (huiqi) have any pets?
Yessssssssssss.!

Better that we break.

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

School

Regretted attending school today.

Causes me to be so tired the whole day.
Social Studies sucks.

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I don't need anyone to entertain me in my life. I'd rather have it boring. Certain level of edurance have reached. Especially some happenings that is a past/history to me now.

I don't need you to tell me my attitude, cos I know me. I know that you're just simply coming in to my life, entertain me and spice up my life. For your birthday, I should have just buy you a knife for you to stab someone in the back emotionally.

I don't need a friend like you. Big time influencial person to others. What a great player. I'd love to play along with you like what I always do. That's me. Search your heart well enough before being a good friend, to me now, you're a "real good friend". Probably, you could be a scriptwriter or a calefare. NONO. An academy best actor/actress award.

Probably, you could be the best entertainer in my life. You sucks.

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Time for me to leave someone alone.

Tired, I swear.

I've been working continuously for 2 days already. It's been 3 weeks since I've resigned and work. I'm really tired...

My knee is almost recovering, except for that, the internal part itches and hurts. God knows why.

Alright, let me talk about work[:

On the very first day of work, which is yesterday, I worked for 8 hours. Both my legs sores like it is breaking. -.- Me, Shan and a JinSheng guy was the server. It was full house and we have to clear the tables as quickly as we could and send of the dishes. Until 9 plus, it's time to relax. Clear the sauces away and some basic housekeeping.[:

And today, same routine except for housekeeping and clearing away the sauces. It was fun working in PL. The dishes are soooooooo heavy and imagine we'll have to clear it and send it. Tiring yet fun. [:

Gonna attend school tomorrow due to boredom and my leg's recovery. Hehe.

I'm tired, gonna end here.

Goodnight people, smoochies for y'all.

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Childish people playing gangsterism nowadays. Hopeless.

101% holiday mood.

Damn Man-U fan beside me! :D

Sisterssssssssssss!

His mao mao :X

Peaceszx



PEE-EEE-AYE-SEE-EEE

wo ai de ren.

Man-U glory. [:

Kenneth told me to pose this pose to disturb Shiqi -.-

New product(:








Boo. I slacked today. & I'm in holiday mood now. :DDDDD