Glad.

Went to AH with Shihui just now.

Glad that grandmother is fine.
Around 5 we reached there and almost 7 then we left.
Head to IMM for dinner then talk for awhile then go home.

The tears that I let out this morning...
Is hurting my eyes now. -.-

I still have the feeling -.-

WELL. GLAD THAT SHE'S FINE NOW,
like temporary? Cos I don't know what the super latest update.
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Lastly,
tmr I'll be going to NDP's preview.
& Gonna bring back the sickening goodie bag back. ._.

Should I wear red tomorrow? OR white also can? :D
HAHA. FIREWORKSSZXZXzXSS~

why.

she will be fine. Won't she?

God will be there for her, right?

Quickie.

I feel extremely tired this week as well as extremely happy.

So... I'll just come up with a quick and simple post. :D

Monday and Tuesday baby came to my place.
Wednesday went out to study with baby.
Today REST! :D
Saturday gon' go out with Boss, Yijie and baby.
Sunday EAST COAST! :D

Alright. Just a short and simple update!
Byeeee all!

thanks

hey guys, I'm fine now.
C:

Thanks for the concerns, listening ears and comfort.
I appreciate it a lot. :D

I'm back to myselffff!
Woohoo!

wtf.

I never wanted to end my day ytd this way.

It's a tit for a tat.
The first thing I see was rather cold.
So I return it back with coldness.
Follow by a bit of giving in and humour.
Then, with anger.

I hate giving in.
Especially when I think that I'm not in the wrong AT ALL.

Yes, I admit I'm unreasonable.
But think of it again,
am I in any fault?

I put in every single effort I have to stop this from happening.
But my effort are all in vain.
I felt useless.

Srsly, I'm being piss off now.
Not feeling upset at ALL.
P-I-S-S O-F-F.

and, I will NOT give in.
So don't expect me to give in.

Softened.

I feel like I'm becoming a jelly when I just saw this. :(
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Speechless.

cry.

I'm breaking down terribly right now.
And who's there for me?
No one.

I'm sorry that I cried.
Cos I really couldn't take it anymore..
I'm so sorry.. :(
Sorry.. :(

I'm really really upset this time round.
Pleasezx spare me some thoughts.
Really, thanks.

Over it.

I'm trying to get over with my moodless mood these few days.

This week is a lousy week for me.

I'm so fucking depress over a thing which I shouldn't.
But this minor thing is very important to me.
I just wanna get over it.

Things are not improving,
words stuck in my throat.

I feel like as if the thing is trying to fuck with my patience limit.

And again I ask myself,
W-H-Y?

I'm not a cold-blooded lil girl.
I still have feelings.
I still have a heart.

Baby, why couldn't you feel what I am feeling?
Even if you do, will you voice out to me?
It is harder for me to breathe now, really.

And honestly, I don't like it.
I don't like it this way.

No comments to this part of the post. Thanks.

Long John Silver

well. I swear that I'll never ever go to IMM's ljs anymore.

It's the worst service I've ever met.
The staff threw my Cajun Chic on the table.
Fuck her up and down ah.

Hello. I'm also working in the same line as her.
Don't she feel ashame of her own service attitude?
I'm only wondering how does ljs managers train their staffs. It's ultimately substandard can?

I bet she's a newbie staff. And even if she is, by common sense and by basic service knowledge, she shouldn't threw the dish on the table. It's extremely rude.

So what if she give me those ah Lian face?
Whose fault is it?

One day, if I spot her eating at PL, I'll make sure she'll get super nice service from me or huishan. Very nice I swear.

Honestly I can't stand such service attitude.
The worst thing is, she could put other customers dish nicely on the table whereas she threw mine on the table. please, reason out with me if you find that I'm unreasonable.

I just feel that she's extremely ridiculous.
& i'll boycott IMM's ljs F-O-R-E-V-E-R.

SHIT to her service.
maddening and sickening.

why?

I told myself not to get angry anymore.
& I am angry, once again.

I ask myself a lot of times.
Why does it always occurs?

Not once, not twice and not thrice.
It's always.

Why no one notice it?
Why?
Why?
& why?

No title.

School sucks. Mock sucks.

Went to Art for 30 mins, teacher not there. Nobody there.
Went home and shower. After that lazy to go back school. :X
Very very sorry to Simin and Cheyu. :(
I didn't mean it eh. T.T

Sigh. I'm stress over Art again. :(

foul.

本小姐 is throwing tantrum these few days.
the weather is pissing me off and my emotions ain't letting me go.

I'm really sorry to those I've vent my anger on.
my heart is like a million kg heavy and I'm carrying it around with me like a burden.

I can't help but to feel awful.
I can't help but to stay cheerful.

Every night before I went to sleep.
Those thinkings hug me and slept with me throughout.

but what to do?
Life goes on as usual.

Friends, school, family, boyfriend, troubles and leisure.

And a question stroll into my mind..

When will I feel significant to you? With the attention I needed..

I'd just hoped that someone would wear my shoes and tell me how he/she feels.

Pls spare the effort to understand me before criticising me.. Thank you.

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爱来过，来得那么美，那么凶
唤呼着，从我生命狠狠涅过
连遗憾也都不争气得珍惜成笑容

I laugh until like shit when I see Shannon's phone. :/
cos of the picture you see above.
*rolling on the floor laughing like a crazy girl*

Well. I spend my Sunday meaningfully. :D

Watched tv in the morning, study in the noon and Jp/basketball with Shannon from evening til 9+.

Jenise put aeroplane. ):
But nevermind. :D

Huhu. Talk to Shannon a lot and I feel relieved now.
Saw Alwyn and his "freelance model" girlfriend.
& Agnes too. :D

After that went to buy Macarons.
I've made a joke out of it. -.-

Macarons become macaroni.(or however you spell it).
-.-

Wellzx. Nothing much tho. Reached home 9+.

Hmm. That's all for my day.
Goodnight readers! ♥

Weekend.

Baby murdered the plate. :X


Hickory BBQ Chic.


Chantehhhhh! :D

ji bai yi xiaaaaa~ :/

All chui liao :X

So luvingzx :P

Friday night I went to rollerblading alone, then head to IMM and look for baby.
I took 30 mins to travel to IMM cos I'm lost -.-

Went out with baby and others ytd.
Send winzaw off early in the morning.

That's all!

Piss.

Totally piss off by 2 person.
Don't ask me who is it.

Fuck the world.
*strings of vulgarities hurling out*

I'm in a terrible mood these few days. So pls act smarter and wiser when talking to me.

xoxo.♥

Between.

I wanted to go out with baby.
But I guess the picture above suits him.

B-E-T-W-E-E-N

Yes.
Between work and me.

It's not the first time anyway..
Just that I'll lose my cool soon.
Pretty upset y'know?

It's not that I'm being sensitive or what lah.
But y'know, it made me feel so insignificant.
Honestly, insignificant.

BEING A SMALL GIRL LIKE ME...
Can I be reasonable for once with temper?
Yes, I am independent(in some sense).
But that doesn't mean I don't need any companionship.

But to look on the other hand, I don't really care.
Cos it's not the first time...

Money can be earned easily, time with girlfriend can't be earned easily...

:(

I just don't like to keep petty things in my heart.

Friends will say I'm like a small girl that is throwing tantrum or even, being sensitive or not understanding enough.

I say daoooooooo I'm tired of telling them why I'm being like that.

Probably, to everyone, a small girl is too young to be in a relationship. Cos they don't know me well.

Pictures! :D

Choices.

I hate humanities.
Pls go and die please, humanities.

-.-"

Suckkkkkkkkkkkkk ballszx!

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Well. Just in case some of you don't know..
I've cut my hair. :D
Short and nice and neat! :D

I know, pictures are obvioussszx. :D

HAH.
Lousy ending.
Bye all!
♥

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Arrigatogozaimasu!

life is a bitch.

Damn. I hate PMS. :(
Cos I've been throwing temper again. -.-

Bear with me pleasezxzx. :/

March the 8th til now..

This post is specially for my dearest boyfriend, Kengleng. (:

March the eight(th), the day the story of me and you starts.

From this moment, you give me a sense of security and long lasting. God sent you to me as a guardian angel to guide me through and be with me.. From now, I'll pray for you, me and us.. Let God guide us through our most difficult moment. I'll pray every single day that nothing will stand in our way. Cos you're still holding my hand tight, protecting me and going thru every single moment together. Tho at times I might be short tempered, piss you
off and spoils your day, but I'll still luv you the most!

Thank you for everything and thanks Lord!

Xoxo♥
Magdaline. (:

(:

Yesterday's sunset was brilliant.

yadayada~
Chinese Oral suckszx.
Cze I stutter. :/

And.
Happy 4th baby!
I luvvzx you many many! (:

Still sick but feel loved. ♥

I'm still suffering despite consuming medicine.
& I wanna screw the doctor up. *curse and swear*

He press my affected area damn hard that I could feel the pain. -.-"
Then, he didn't mention anything about my sickness. But I only saw him write gastric.
Lastly, he gave me a damn antacid. What the fuck? :/

Poor me now is still suffering from the pain. Mum and dad ask me to go to the doctor again and get a hospital appointment letter. :(

Well. Yesterday Selynn accompany me to the doctor early in the morning then baby came. Had lunch together then baby came over to my place. Accompany me and take care of me. ♥
^^,

I feel luved. :]

I didn't attend school today. But I'm thinking should I go back to the polyclinic. :(

*frowns
I hate gastric. :(
It didn't relapse for a long time already,
& now it happen.

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Um.. My pictures look big cze Blogger couldn't upload pictures and therefore I used Photobucket to host the pictures. So, bear with it if you've got small screens. :/

Well. Shall end here nowzx.
Bye all!
♥

Sleepless night.

Imagine yourself in a situation whereby you swallow a mentos without chewing it.

Your throat and stomach will feel terrible, right?

Imagine yourself in a situation whereby you thought you were being stung by hundreds of mosquitoes.

Your skin will feel terrible as well, right?

Lastly, imagine yourself in a situation whereby your eyes were badly bashed up.

Your eyelids will be swollen like shit, right?

Yes yes. That's me last night and now. :(

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The pain was so terrible and unbearable until I couldn't get to sleep.

BUT

I did not got bash up, hundreds of mosquitoes stinging me and not even swallowing mentos without chewing it.

These are merely the feelings I'm having last night. :(

The pain started after my ECP with the girls.
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Firstly, my left eye was itchy and I rubbed it. Then unknowingly my left eye became swollen and gradually itchy + pain.

Secondly, after my left eye recover 1/2-ly, my right eye got the same feeling and then it became not so swollen. But my face was very uncomfortable, I've got itch here and there. Follow by my right ear.

After that, I got slight gastric when I'm heading to meet baby.

Then, I got very very bad muscle ache. But the ache is only on my right side of my body.

After having dinner with baby at MOS, I'm feeling abit uneasy already. I feel extremely cold after and before my shower.

After showering, the pain in my stomach gets worst and I have to curl up badly in the bed. I slept for less than 30 minutes and the pain wakes me up. Then I text baby. He rang me up and accompany me for awhile.

After hanging up I still feel the pain terribly. It is killing me, I swear...

I try to sleep and yes, I slept. And I woke up again.

Again, this morning I feel the pain. But it was less painful than last night. I told mum and dad, so they tell me to go to the doctor.

Then, my shoulder got itchy and my back too.

Now it's my face and wrist with a right super swollen eyes.

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Sounds scary? :x
I bet it does. Cos the pain could really kill me. It was extremely horrible that I couldn't move.

Pray that I've got a MC for tmr, so I need not attend school. *Evil laugh

horror.

I'm having a bad gastric, muscle ache and headache at the moment.

F.u.c.k

Plastic Surg and cutting of hair.

Hah. I wish that I'm a rich lady.
Earning my own money and do whatever I want.

Passedby reminds me of a conversation between me and baby.

It's about plastic surgery! :D

I told Selynn and baby that if one day I'm able to do plastic surg, I'll change the shape of my lips, widen my eyes and do something to my jaw. Just like Hilary Duff! :D Somehow, she went to change the shape of her jaw and she look awesome nowzx.

Sighzx. I wanna slim down badly. :(
I wanna look nice but not malnutrition.
:/

Second thing is these few days I'm so into cutting short hair.
Should I or should I not?
Cos' tomorrow I'm going to cut my hair and I have no idea of how I want it to be cut. :c

Like this...


Credit:x

Or I should cut it that way but retain the length of my fringe?
Or should I just trim the edges of my hair?
Cze what I'm worrying was,
will I look good?

SIGH.
It's only about cutting hair and yet I'm so vex over it.
:C
I must be weird. :/

Well, shall go and think about it.
Bye alllzxzx. ♥

Bitch

I got a Fuck friend @ facebook named Lee xx Long.

Nono. Not Fuck friend.
It's a Bitch that I feel that he's a hongster.

I got irritated by that Bitch. _l_
If you're not happy bout it, tell me.. Cze this fella does the wrong thing at the wrong time, unfortunately.

Shall not further emphasize anymore, cze I'll be deleting him away from my friend list soon. or else, he'll dirt my facebook.

Fuck!