You took my heart away

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream
But you...
Saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home
And now...
I'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold (living in a world so cold)
You are there to warm my soul (you are there to warm my soul)
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now...
I'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We'll never be alone

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning
You become the meaning of my life

Dinner

Had dinner with family today. That's it.

I'm feeling a little upset these few days. I've just realise that, sometimes I'm just being to hard on myself being paranoid and feeling awful. I know that I shouldn't felt this way. But that's how I really feel, naturally and gradually stronger. I wanted to give up as I'm suppressing it all in my heart and not realeasing out. That's not the way I should behave. Trying to think of a way out for myself, but somehow, I'm not doing it and yet I've been thinking the useless consequences. I'll not share out what's happening here but some of you should know what I'm referring to. I only know that I'm thinking too much.

Weekends

I just got home.

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Later gon' go out with family. Sunday dinner @ store.

That's all. :D

Christmas reaching soon, not intending to box this year due to my own financial crisis and I don't wanna borrow money from mummy. SO PLEASE UNDERSTAND. :D

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I'm actually free on Christmas. Cool... It's just that, will there be fireworks during Christmas? If there is, I wanna watch it. ♥

HEee. 38 more days to sweet 16! :D

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"How am I suppose to round up my thinking and voice it out?"

Free

Finally I'm breaking free from work. From tomorrow onwards, I'll be having free time like more than ever. :D

HAHA..
I've just got home. That was terrrible.. Well, I think I should not head home any later than 11PM anymore. Cos mum will be veryyyyyyyyyy unhappy. :/

Alrighty, talk bout yesterday. :X

Woke up approx. near 12NN camped infront of the computer for awhile before preparing to work. Onlined and chatted with sucker and Liwin for awhile then prepare to work. Uhhhh. Left home at around 1315 to new JPS there to take 333.

Reached IMM then head to Macs. Queued @ Yoges counter to get some food. Went to store then makan then clocked in. Did service then some minor housekeeping as tmr there'll be someone who's like quite dua pai coming over to store. Then ta ta ta ta ta til saw Melvyn, Nic and HiangTeck. O.O? Then after that break then service then closing then makan then slack then home. :D

That's all for my day yesterday.
{:

Next Wednesday and Saturday I'm extremely freeeeeeeeeeeee. :DD
Book me out if yo want. ^^

And damn, I'm getting a Canon Powershot E1 first before my DLSR.
QI SI WO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

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"I wanna pause the timeeeeeeeee..."

I'm soooooooooooo tired from work.
LEI SI WO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

1, 2 step

[Intro]
Ladies and gentlemen (Ladies and gentlemen)
This is a Jazze Phizal (Jazze Phizal) productshizzle,
Missy (Missy),
The princess is here,
(She's here) Ciara, This beat is

[Verse 1]
Automatic supersonic hypnotic funky fresh,
Work my body so melodic,
This beat flows right through my chest,
Everybody ma and pappi came to party,
Grab somebody, work your body, work your body,
Let me see you 1,2 step

[Hook]
Rock it, don't stop it,
Everybody get on the floor,
Wake the party up,
We about to get it on,
(Let me see ya'll)
1,2 step,
(I love it when ya'll)
1,2 step
(Everybody)
1,2 step,
We about to get it on,
This beat is

[Verse 2]
Outrageous so contagious make you crave it,
(Jazze made it),
So retarded, top charted,
Ever since the day I started,
Strut my stuff,
And yes I flaunt it,
Goodies make the boys jump on it
(Jump on it),
No I can't control myself,
Now let me do my 1,2 step

[Hook]

(We goin'to step it like this. Oooohwee)

[Bridge]
It don't matter to me,
We can dance slow
(Ladies and gentlemen),
Whichever way the beats drop,
Our bodies will go
(I like this ah),
So swing it over here,
Mr. DJ,
(Hey,Hey),
And we will, we will rock you up
It don't matter to me,
We can dance slow
(Dance slow yeah),
Whichever way the beats drop,
Our bodies will go,
So swing it over here,
Mr. DJ,
(Ladies and gentlemen),
And we will, we will rock you,
Lets shake

[Missy]
I shake it like jello,
And make the boys say hello,
Cause they know im rockin' the beat
(Rocking the beat),
I know you heard about a lot of great MC's,
But they ain't got nothing on me (nothing on me),
Because im 5 foot 2,
I wanna dance with you,
And im sophisticated fun,
I eat filet mignon,
And I'm nice and young,
Best believe im number one
(Whoa)

[Hook 2x]

This is for the hearing impaired,
A Jazze Pha production, (oooohweee), (oooohwee)

Nostalgia

I'm feeling nostalgic out of sudden.

Let me emo for awhile, can I?
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Thanks, I'm done.

I'm so glad to have 2 nice cousins. {: Shihui and Thomas a.k.a KahLeong. Shihui is always my buddie/darling/friend/sister/REALBLOODEDCOUSIN. While Kahleong, the guy whom I used to play with since young, I thought he'll never give a damn to me but ending up caring for me whenever I'm troubled and talked to him. {:

That's a great feeling. wo ai ni men lah. ♥♥!
MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACKS!

New POS system

CAMPFIRE! :D

Rock yo'! :D

Campfire day 1, group 1. :D

Orphanage! :D

-_________________-"

I want nobody~ nobody~ but you~ :X

Slept til 11AM today.

Camped infront of the computer for awhile then went to prepare to 'work'. Reached store and clock in. Waited for awhile then head to Kopitiam's HQ for some new POS system course.

A totally different system and it will be hard for us if we don't understand it. Welllllll. That'll be only for Jurong Point. Me, Ruby, Evelyn, Serene and Waki, Jack and Jane from Taka was present during the course. Waki seems friendly and makes me looking forward to work with him in future. He's not scary afterall. {:

After that we head back to store and Evelyn cooked some food. Pasta bolognise and Pepper Steak. Ate both of it and Teriyaki chicken with her and Ruby. Ate until damn full. x.x After eating, while waiting for Kenneth, I stoned at the kitchen area and chat with Wilson and Lei Tao. IT WAS FREEZING COLD CAN?! -_-" Thennn... head to meet Kenneth then walk around then Nicholas and him dinnered @ Ljs then head canal to sit and chat.

Head home and saw Anton otw. {:

SIGH. I don't feel like going over to Jp. ): I've been working @ IMM for like almost 2 months already and then suddenly go over there... ))))): Idk. Just feeling sad. )x But anw... Try to think on the positive side. Probably the people over there are nice people. :D

HAHA. Okay... That's all for today.

I'm so tired, tomorrow I'm working again. Goodnight to all. [:
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AND OH YA, the chances of getting my camera next week is 0%. Bro gon' wait til the 10th for his pay and then see if is enough then we could get the camera. If not enough, gon' wait for a long time again. ):

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO.

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"I'm still frowningggggggg... ):"

Tuesday

I'm home, like finally.

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo clumsy recently. ): Today I had an injury on my toe. It bled. -.- Cos I accidentally kick onto my biology file and then like that lor. Second thang was, I wanted to pour the soup into the bowl and I accidentally poured in on my hand and scalded it a lil.

Well. Did dish up instead of service then a lil service, salad then sauce. Thanks Wanjin and baoburrrr's help! :D

Later going to foodjunction to learn new thangs with Evelyn and Ruby if I'm not wrong. :/

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Oh well, next Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday after 5pm, Friday before 5pm and Sunday I'm absolutely free. {:

Delibrately work lesser next week, so I can have the time to accompany friends and get my camera hopefully by next Tuesday. {:

Going out on this Friday to IT expo. :D

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"I need a lil more luck..."

Frowns and apology

I feel that I've been neglecting my friends during the holidays. I've been working most of the time and not going out. Now I'm having free time during weekends, hoping to catch up with friends.

Feeling damn sorry, friends. Especially Huiqi, Sylvester and Shiqi.

Life wasn't as carefree as the past anymore. Where I used to play, hangout and even shopping with friends. As time goes by, I find that life wasn't that simple afterall.

I was still wondering why I am frowning these few days, I'm searching for the answer to the question mark deep down in my heart.

I've found it, but yet, I'm still frowning.

Still, life's like that. I couldn't change anything, especially my own fate.

Weird.

Jumped! :D

It's just a random post down here. :/

I'm so happy today. Cos I've slept for 10 fucking long hours like as usual again. (: HEHE. :D Ohhhhhhhh. Mum's weird today and I'm weird today.

I've got flu for no reason and mum keep asking me things about Jurong Point when I don't know any single thang. So I just tell her, "I'm not from the Jurong Point's management, how would I know anything?", and her reaction was, YOU YESTERDAY WENT THERE MAH. -___________-! *faints*

Sometimes I'm not sure what's my mum thinking, but she'll just tell me irrelavant stuffs and makes me laugh. wth? My mum is weird tho. NONO, is, MY MUM IS A WEIRDO. :/

Seriously, I'm getting a flu now for no reason. And I swear that it is Sylvester passing on the flu to me. GODDAMNIT. ):

Oh well. Enough of my mourning. :D

I'll be working for continuously 4 days in this week I guess. If not is 3 days. Then I'll have the full weekend this week. Gon' head to Expo IT's fair and other areas to check on cameras. Cos I'm gettin' my D60 next week. :D

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Credits: http://www.yugatech.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2008/01/nikon-d60-slr.jpg

Brendear, STEAL IT FROM ME IF YO DARE! :P Let you envy dao si luh. :P

Now, I'm very certain that I'm officially sick. Due to flu. ):

43 more days to 16th birthday! :D
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"We can adapt to fate, but fate couldn't adapt to human. That's life.."

Fruitful day

I had a fruitful day today.

I manage to find out some bull facts, made dumplings, cameras prices, facts and manage to get advices.

Well, I did dumplings with mum today and it was successful! :D She did the frying and stuffs while I do the wrapping and mixing of the mince meat with the chestnuts and stuffs. (:

After that went out to IMM with NicholasOng, last minute I get him out with me to go and collect the JJ's concert tix from Yi Jie and pass it to Wayne then lunched @ PL. After that, walked around and window shopped from IMM to Jurong Point.

Bused to slack at 320 nearby. Manage to talk to him and get some advices. I'm really glad that I've managed to get things off my chest and catch some advices. :D Bu kui shi wo de Ong papa. x) Not only that he gave me advices, he gave me some assurance as well. I'm realllllllllllllllllllllly glad. :D

Alrighty readers, gon' rest soon. I'm toooooo tired to carry on. :/

GOODNIGHT.

Sleepless night.

I just woke up an hour ago. Due to the lack of sleep, I'm having tremendous headache now. Yesterday's muscle ache is killing me.

I slept @ 3AM, I woke up @ 6.35AM. Just because of my freaking air con that is not working like some normal air cons, I woke up. It was horrible. ): Even the air outside was way much cooler than my air con. Damn. XO

Sian 1/2. Later gon' go to store to check next week's schedule and collect the concert tix from Yi Jie then pass it to Wayne. Tmd, a little bit ma fan luh. :X Haaah. Then will be going back home again. -_-" That'll be my day for today I guess. o.o

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"I don't know how to respond..."

Saaaaaatooootdayyyyy!

Click to enlarge this interesting fact! :D

Ain, Rafidah, Mevis, Atiqah, Aisha, Ain, Jesslyn, Huiqi, Me.

:D

Last day group picture 2.

Last day group picture 3.

School.

Mooo moooo~ Bull. I took this :/

Peishan, Me, Huiqi, Jesslyn

I'm just trying to pose like how Nick and Mj does. :X

We rule the world! :D

Peishan.

Huggies.

Fast moving buszx.

Fact about this bridge.

It is a one way bridge for vehicles, and they do speed. They just horn whenever they like, and their horning are EXTREMELY LOUD THAT CAN CAUSE ONE TO BECOME DEAF. :X There's no pavement for people to walk, that's even worst. -.-

Hi, I'm Magdaline Lim from Singapore. :D

This hotel phone attracts me. Lol?

DARLINGZZX @ Cochin Airport.

I know, I'm very huggable[:

BABY JESSLYN! XO

Lovelies.

Wife(ME)&Husband(JESSLYN)

Nick.

Satooooooootday. Why?

I spend my day working today. It was extremely horrible.

I was put to cashier, then break. During break, went walking around IMM with YueTing. After break, went to kitchen and learn to do shake shake salad with Ruby. After that, went to dish up and learn dish up from Winzaw. DISH UP IS SO TIRING. DDDDDD: XieTing says I look like a guy when I'm doing dish up. -.- Cos it is usually guy's job. -_-" There's ALOT ALOT ALOT OF ORDERS that I can't really manage it. Scalded my hand a lil while handling the rice. So tiring lor... ):

Then after dish up, went to do mini salad. :D YiJie tasked me. :X 30 mini salads within 30 minutes. But ending up, Evelyn help me out. :/ HAHA. Did changing of sauce after doing the salad. I'm soooooooooo clumsy today. ):

-I topple over the HoneyBrownSauce.
-I broke 2 pepper glass. [Fortunately no injuries.]
-I dropped the feedback forms and handheld menu.

CLUMSY ME. ):

Blahhh. :X Well. After work, ate BK with Eisan, Lei Tao, Yi Jie and Keng Leng. That's allllllll. Head home alone today, like ALONE? X.X HAHA. That's all lah. {:

OH. Another thang that makes me happy today was, I saw Cindy and Uncle Gerald today. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D The world is so so so so so so so so so small! :DDDD And I did manage to get good price for D60 from them. WEEEEEE! :DDDD

Okay people. I'm so exhausted today. Gon' rest soon.
Goodnight, 晚安! ♥

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"To smile is a bliss, to feel love is blessings, to hate is to suffer and to me, everything is my everything..."

Tmd. -.-

The last person who tagged you is :
CHRISTINA TAN HUI QI. :/

2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :
Darling, ex colleague, neighbour, schoolmate, primary schoolmate. :X

3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :
100% different from her korkor. She's a typical siao char borh :XXXX

4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :
Offer me her shoulder to sleep on in bus and offer me her shoulder and hug when I'm crying.

5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :
XXXXXXXXXX. That happens last night. :X

6 ) If he / she becomes your lover ,thing he / she has to improve on will be :
Become more siao :D

7 ) If he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :
Never she will be. Our friendship is as strong as elephant glue! ;D

8 ) What is the thing you want to tell him/her now ? :
XXXXXXX. XO

9 ) Your overall impression on him / her is :
She's mineeeeeeeee.

10 ) how you think people around you feel about you :
Not sure tho. I think it's bout my craziness at times?

11 ) The character you love about yourself is :
I'M SUCHA KIND HEARTED GIRL. AWWWWWWWW. *Glowing eyes*
Eh, no la. It's my seriousness during certain circumstances.

12 ) On the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is:
Being lost and loses temper when something goes wrong.

"Overly emotional . When I starts to cry , it's very hard to stop . Close ones will know. :)
---- Quoted by Huiqi. To me she's a watertap. :X

13 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :
HEHE. SHOKU TENDO. Don't ask me why. Just read Yakuza Moon and you'll know. :D

14) For people[s] who care and likes you , say something to them :
Luvvvvv y'all muchie muchie! :D


15 ) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :

1. Jenise
2. Shiqi
3. Huishan
4. Kenneth It doesn't matter if you've got a blog... :D
5. NicholasOng It doesn't matter if you've got a blog... :D
6. Wayne It doesn't matter if you've got a blog... :D
7. Zhiqiang It doesn't matter if you've got a blog... :D
8. Shihui
9. Vivian Melissa...
10. Brenda

16 . Who is No.6 having a relationship with? [Wayne]
No one~ no one~ no one~~~~~

17. Is No.9 a male or a female? [Vivian Melissa]
FEMALE :D I'm very certain of this answer. XO

18 . If No.7 and No.10 are together , will it be a good thing? [Vivian Melissa & Zhiqiang]
Not sure, but they don't know each other at all. :X

19 . What is No.2 studying about? [Shiqi]
POA, E maths, Comb. Physics/Chem, Eng, Chinese, Geog, F&N, SS?

20 . when was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Huishan]
Last night[:

21 . What music does No.8 like? [Shihui]
ERHEM ERHEM hor?

22 . Does No.1 have any siblings ? [Jenise]
A younger sis and a korkor.

23 . Will you woo No.3 ? [Huishan]
She's my baoburrrrr. :D

24 . How bout No.7? [Zhiqiang]
NO.

25 . Is No.4 single ? [Kenneth]
Yea.

26 . What's the surname of No.5 ? [NicholasOng]
Ong.

27 . What's the hobby of No.10 [Brenda]
Volleyball, photography? DEAR, AM I RIGHT?


28 . Does No.5 and No.9 get along well ? [Nicholas & Vivian]
Yup. Since the first day they knew each other. {:

29 . Where is No.2 studying at ? [Shiqi]
Clementi Woods.

30 . Talk something about No.1 [Jenise]
I KNOW SHE MISSES ME DAMN MUCH NOW. :D

31. Have you tried developing feelings for No.8 ? [Shihui]
I've got feelings for her liao :X

32 . Where do No.9 stays ? [Vivian]
YewTee [:

33 . Are No.1 and 5 best friends? [Jenise & Nicholas]
They ain't that close to each other. :/

34 . Does No.1 have any pets ? [Jenise]
Fishes? :D

35 . Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world ? [Zhiqiang]
ermmmmmm.

36 . What is No.1 doing now? (Jenise)
School or home, sleeping.

Sick?

Look what time is it now. -.- I've just reached home home. HAAHA!

Today, woke up at 8+am then went to work.

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Did grinding of pepper, making mini salad, service and cashier. Break from 2-4pm. :/ After eating, sit there and rot til I'm frozen. IT'S SOOOOOOOO COLD LAH. -_-"

That's all. Hehe. After work went to meet darl til just now. HOHO. It's been a week since we've crap and share secrets liao. ^^Y

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Well. Think I'm getting sick soon. ): I'm having terrible muscle sore for one whole day already, yet, darl passes on her flu to me. ): DAMNZX. ZXCV#%#%&^*&##! x.x

DEAR GOD, PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME FALL SICK. I STILL WANNA CHIONG WORK DE LEH. ):

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"I'm just afraid to..."

Lovely.

I'm such a sleepyhead after my trip. At least 10 hours of sleep a day, a pig tho. -.- Heck care. :/ But anyway...

Today went out with Shihui, Kenneth, Nicholas and... QIN AI DE! :D:D:D:D It's been almost a year since I've last seen her. And it's always her birthday period that we're meeting her. :D

Well, firstly we went to NYP to wait for Shihui then to RP and meet up with Nicholas and QAD. Went to Causeway and have dinner/lunch @ Pasta Mania. After that, shop around and hang out at arcade to play for awhile. Then, shop around and then back home.

That's all for my day. (:

Damn shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. ): Tomorrow I'm working from morning til night. OH MY GOD LAH. ))))))): Someone save me please... ): CAN I DON'T WORK AND BE A SHAO NAI NAI? COS, sometimes the moment I think of working... I got damn sian lah. DDDDDDDDDDDDD:

D60~ D60~ D60~ D60~
I wanna take pictures. ):

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"I wonder just where you are..."

Home early

Guess what? I'm home early today, surprising tho. [:

Yea, worked today. I wanted to work long hours, but I wasn't scheduled to do so. Cos currently I'm earning $305, $195 more to my $500 target. That's for the camera. But I guess I won't be able to hit $500 this month, cos pay is cutting off soooon. ): At most I'll hit almost $400 only. Zzzzzz. Why must camera be so expensive? T.T

Blahhhh~ Enough of mourning. :/ That's what I want, so I shouldn't be mourning bout it. :X

Well, that's all for today. [: Gon' rest soon. Goodnightzxzx. :D

Chalet, anyone? I've got people going already, looking for more people. :D

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"Can I bang my head against the wall? So that I couldn't think of anything else at all."

Interesting

My total obsession was Tom and Jerry. :D
Well, I've never think much about liking any cartoon characters or series at all. But T&J was the only one. :/ Watched it during my trip at India with the others. It was nothing but just some boring things I would watch when I'm bored. Afterall I find it cute and hilarious. :D Unlike Jessie, she's so obsess with x.x.x.x.x.x.x. HAHA.

Yeap, another interesting thing here. I'm not sure if is copyright, therefore I've decided to insert the links instead of the pictures here. :D

http://www.engrish.com/category/instructions/
http://www.engrish.com/category/signs/
http://www.engrish.com/category/chinglish/

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You must be wondering why I'm doing all these. It is purely one main reason only, I'm superrrr doooooooooper fuckingggggggg boringggggggggggg. :/ I'm always stuck at home or work. Zzzzzz. When could I get my camera? ): So I could go out more often to take pictures. ): In 2 hours time, I gotta prepare to go to work soon. *boredom* Zzzzz. I'm having a bad tummy for like 2 days already. )':

ZZZZZzzz. 49 days more to my 16th birthday. That's pretty fast, isn't it? :D 46 more days to my 16th birthday partyyyyyyy! :D Yay! :D

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Every memory at the back door, I have the photo album spread on my bedroom floor. It's hard to say it, time to say it... Goodbye goodbye..

Madagascar

Me, Wayne, Shan, Kenneth

First attempt on skirt :/

P-E-A-C-E ^^V

Sweats. T.T

SHAG

Full bod[:

Pretty Jessie in my dress[:

Well. 30 minutes ago I've just got home. :/

Slept for full 11 hours today, I mean, yesterday. From 1am til 12nn. :D Damn shiok. Somemore it's a rainy day today. [:

Rotted at home til 4 then leave home and headed off to Cwp with Kenneth to meet up with Qiang, Wayne, Nicholas. Hang out at the arcade for awhile then bought tix, then head to KFC for lunch/dinner. After eating, went to walk around at Courts then went to watch movie.

Movie: Madagascar 2, Escape to Africa.
Rating: 4 thumbs out of 5

After the show, went to walk around the Pasar Malam and then slack. Ohyea, thanks Qiang for the coconut drink. [:

Trained and bused back.
[:

Tomorrow gon' work. Bored, cashier + closing. -___________________________-"!

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"不要你离开,距离隔不开"