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My blog is lacking of pictures at the moment.

However, blogger is being screwed up I guess.
I'm not the only one that have problem uploading pictures.
Shihui and Selynn as well.

What's wrongggg?

Probably it's time for me to switch domain already.
Shall say byebye to blogger le. C:

tell me how?

Recently there's so much things happening around.
Giving fuck to all.

worst thing still...
I couldn't and I find it hard to even confide someone who is extremely important to me.
And I begin to wonder..
Assurances are all lies.
Am I right?

Now, I will not confide in anyone, anymore.
Never.

I rather to keep it to myself and suffer than making myself feel horrible when I can't confide in him or anyone else.

I don't like to think twice before confiding in someone.
It sucks Bitch.

Bored -.-

I somehow miss my
irritating-lovely-damaged-soft-curl-browny-longggggggggggg hair. C:

Looking back at those pictures makes me wonder...
Now the weather so hot, luckily ah, I cut my hair ah.. If not I'll die from HAWTNESS -.-
bahahaha.

Welllllllllllzx.
Friday SB ask me outtttzx.
Should I agree?
Cos I have a feeling that situation might change... how? :X
BUT AT LEAST HE(& others as well) WON'T RAISE HIS(or their) VOICE ON ME.
See how first lah~ :X

Hmmmzx.
I think Sebby is coming back soon.
Gon' online thru phoneeee. So bye all!
Have a good night rest :D

Nostalgic/Reminisce

I was staring at the blank space a moment ago.
Tho it's only a few minutes, but things came flashing up across my mind.

I remember how old friends got together after an incident.
When we all call ourselves pork. (That's why until now I don't really eat pork!)
Went pool, ton and hang out together carefree-ly.
I've learnt what is unity.

I remember how I started to work since 30 months ago.
When I was only a very young girl, age of only 14.
I've learnt the meaning of independance and what is hard earned money.

I remember how I started to become a mature young lady like now.
When things around me happen once again and again.
I've learnt to see things clearly, reasonably and properly.

Times when I do make mistakes in the past,
I kept quiet and reflect silently.
I feel guilty and feel awkward when I were to think of it.
But I've long forgotten about it.
I am what I am now.

I miss my primary school friends , my ex colleagues and my used to be cliques a lot.
Sadly, it cannot be retrieved anymore.
Well... Life's like this when we all grow up.

Learnt what is right and wrong.
What is independance.
What is reflecting on ourselves.
Surrounding changes and social circle changes.

I'm happy now.
A family, a bunch of good buddies and a good boyfriend.
It'll never be replaced
& the past can be part of my past.

Goodbye past, I'm looking forward and movin' on with what I have now.
(:

human ice blended.

I'm mixed now.
Blend tgd with...

A teaspoon of salt.
Half scoop of ice.
2 super big scoops of anger.
1 spoon of apologetic.
3 extremely big spoons of ignoring.
A cup of explosive powder.
A big cup of WHY.
A dozen of chilli padi.
And lastly,
half a teaspoon of frustration.

Then, blend it together.
Then, seal it.

Then...
Please shake well before consuming it.

New product. Cool huh.
Damn.

Dec 28'08

I remember when I'm looking back at the past posts that I had and I see this...

1. Touch her waist. [It happened]
2. Actually talk to her.[It happened]
3. Share secrets with her.[Soso]
4. Give her your jacket.[It happened]
5. Kiss her slowly.[It happened]
6. Hug her.[It happened]
7. Hold her.[It happened]
8. Laugh with her.[It happened]
9. Invite her somewhere.[It happened]
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.[It happened]
11. Smile with her.[It happened]
12. Take pictures with her.[It happened]
13. Pull her onto your lap.[It happened]
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say "I love her more than you", deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.[It happened, but they snatched me -.-]
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.[It happened]
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.[It happened]
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.[It happened]
19. Tell her she's beautiful.[It happened]
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.[It happened]
21. Open doors for her.[It happened]
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.[It happened]
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know.
26. Don't lie to her.[It happened]
27. DON'T cheat on her.[It happened]
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.[It happened]
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.[It happened]
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.[It happened]
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.[It happened]
33. Kiss her on the cheek.[It happened]
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.[It happened]
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.[It happened]
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.[It happened]
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.[It happened]
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.[It happened]
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.[It happened]
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.[It happened]
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you're sitting on her.

I remember me saying it unrealistic and it'd be very sweet if such thing happen on me. And I'll be the luckiest girl on Earth.

AND GUESS WHAT?
Read each of them carefully.
70% happened to me! :D
Bahahaha.

Well. I'm just spreading some luv{♥} here.
Cos Kengleng's really nice to me and he treats me damn well.
I maybe be complaining alot about him. But still, the one I cherish the most and luv the most is still him.

I might be wilful, stubborn and temperament.
But I'm glad that he's able to bear with my nonsense.
INDEED I AM singing his praises down here.
But REALLY, where else can I find such a nice boyfriend?
God is really nice to me.
I'm extremely glad to have him.
It's a great gift! :)

It's almost been 5 months since we've got tgd
and we're moving on to each and every single with the trust, luv and faithfulness we had.

&&&!
Baby, thank you infinity. (:
(P.S I wonder if you'll see this sweet mushy post that I had for you. :X)

HAHA. MOST OF ALL, we're built to last! (:

Lastly,
thanks for your goosebumps cos it is rather hard for me to type out such post. -.-
STILL. SPREAD SOME LUV{♥} AROUND! :D

Monday blues.

Nothing really happened in school today.

Left art early.
Got so irritated.

Then, intended to visit grandmum.
End up, I'm too tired to travel.
Nap for awhile.

Then, gonna meet Hoe, Selynn, Shan and Kenneth for dinner.
Cos baby can't meet me. :(

Then again, I'm suffering for heatiness I guess.
DEEP lip crack, dry mouth, dry throat, dry skin, dry eyes, outbreak and temperament.
I've got a mild swollen left shoulder.
My lip crack is giving me trouble.
I look as if I've been punched -.-

That's all.
Bye.

blahzxz.

NDP'09 rulezx I shall say.
Bahahaha. :P

That's allll! (:

I luvvvvvvvvvv baby!
xoxo(: