painful feety!

 

Short and sweet update for this space.

1. My human bioscience first paper score a B. (when I expect B+ or A =( )
2. C&CS paper I score 58% w/o the calculation wiv ICA.
3. My back left feet hurts and I had difficulty in walking stairs, or in fact, rotate my ankle properly. 

ahh. tired.

slept for near 3 hours today. and i couldnt get to sleep in the evening.
my head weighs around 1234453992034 kilos now but yet i still couldn't fall asleep. =(
(frowns)

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practical test today was alright but on the other hand it wasn't. (-.-)
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i hate fuckers that try to take away things that are meant to be mine.
i tried to snatch back but i was bitten hardly.
fucker with fuck face.
why should i be bothered bout you?

AND,
i hate people who try to invade into my own private space and try to be in my hate list, especially when you do not have interpersonal relationship wiv me. (i'm telling someone, he/she will know it naturally who he/she is. baby, it's not you, relax, okay? ♥ =D)

For example, trying to see my text when i haven't even open it and try to open it for me. telling me that i've received a text when obviously i know there's a beep. AND, intention to read my texts.

Firstly, i'll get super irritated and piss off.
Secondly, it is a form of being rude to me, which is equally means you have no respect for me.
Thirdly, maybe when it happen to you, you'll find it okay wiv you. BUT when it happen to me, it is not okay wiv me at all. Not at all...
Lastly, think of who you are to me before doing these. If you're just only a friend to me then please know where you are standing.

I'm NOT being harsh here but trying to be honest, and it's for everyone else.

做人要懂得分忖, (is my chinese correct or not ah?)

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gdnightzx.

wahlau, sian

tmrw's human bioscience's practical test and im like mugging now. midnight mugging. -.-

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had a terrible night last night. woke up nearly every 2 hours. (big sad face) And im like zombie this morning. ._. after schl went to baby's place then ZzzzZzzz... (-.-)

well, im lazy to continue typing cos im losing concentration in mugging, gdnitezx all!

xo

p.s/ im so looking forward to monday's assessment on etiquette! ;)

not prepared

later on I'll be having critical thinking test and damn, i've yet to study for it, msn-ing, twittering and fb-ing. (y) hahahaha. guess i'll just have to study the consolidation notes. :/

well, received first reminder for skipping lesson. hahahha, promised not to skip anymore lesson. (swear!) but 3 hours only ley. one hour i didnt go it's because im lazy and that day i've got interview in the noon, second hour is because im late for less than 10 mins and the xxx dont wanna mark my attendance (guai lanzxz to the max!) and third hour is, i didnt attend because i'm a bit lazy but not sure if anyone marked my attendance for me. :/it's okay, anyway. hahhaha. well, promised to be a good girl and not gonna skip any lessons anymore. =)

but feel a bit depress ah, however, it's okay! this will be the first and the last. =D

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im going off to study now, as much as possible.

hungry.

recovery in process

coughing ain't a good feeling. becuz of cough, i vomited this morning and friday's evening. Baby came to my place straight after work to take care of me. Hope he don't catch any virus from me. =( however, he's getting sorethroat soon, i guess. :/ Anyway, thankq sweetest baby for taking care of me. Luv you deepz! ;D & I realise everytime when i'm sick, im always throwing tantrum, tsk tsk tsk, bad habit Mag. =x

my right leg is aching badly, i need some sweets. (laughs)

i'm sooooper dooooper  muddlehead! i know there's ICA presentation this week, but no idea which day. Sigh, this week is full of ICA and tests. (big sad face) Plan to have lesser time with baby this week, not sure whether will honour what i just say a not leyzxzxz. HEHE.
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(30 mins later)

Finally im done wiv my preparation for tmrw's presentation, hope everything will be a smooth one! =)

I promise to call baby back but im caught up wiv the preparation, however, he'll understand one lahzxzx. Right baby? =P well, it's late alrdy. gna prepare to turn in soon.

well, just before i turn in...

if you see your name here, better date me out soon ah! cos im missing you badly! >:(

2 huiqi(s), Jenise, Matthew, Shiqi, Justin, Vivian (qad), Selynn, Shan, Nicholas Tei, Melvyn Ng, fellow 4E8, JE#53 x-colleagues and anyone that misses me and wants to date me out! =D

♥!

p.s: the previous post was a song. my boyfriend and i are still happily together. it's a 2AM song, fyi.
p.s II: "gud becomes bad, bad becomes gud. impression are all illusion that fools us, especially idiots like me. -.-"

though you've turned around for now

I want to stay a little longer but I guess it’s not you...
You keep on passing off the words I am saying right now

You say that we won’t be able to see each other from tomorrow
And you try to turn around but
I can’t do that

Though we breakup now,
Though you turn around for now
I trust that you’ll come back again

Because I can’t do anything
Though my tears fall
The day that you return
I’ll stand, smiling in your presence…

There are a lot of good words…but why do you speak so harshly
I love you more than you think you know

sickbird

I'm sick, once again. =(

in dilemma, i want my baby♥ to be with me but on the other hand I dont want to because i dont wanna pass on my sickness to him. recently we're abit shaky but im sure that we'll be able to go thru everything together no matter what. =) I luv you baby boy! ;)

My intention is to skip school today then coincidently im sick. have to submit mc. ='(

rar.. i feel so bored.. i want my baby now. =( =( =(
hope he'll see this!

life sux when we're sick. sigh.

halfway

did project halfway and gna have breakfast then school.
blaaaaaaaa. T^T

our Uno and tibits were being retain by the school librarians today. hahahahaha.
tmrw's mask fitting day! and dang, i dont even know what time is it, can anyone tell me? asap please. ;)

despicable me! tmrw and gna watch it in 3D with my darlings. ;)

"my dream is to married with you in a bright red Volkswagen New Beetle Cabriolet to be drived by you to ROM and with cans behind with a plate stating "just married"." :')

ANYWAY, in 6 months' time i'll be able to get my BTT registered! mwahahaha!

thank God for me having APS.
tho i've got no lomo camera, but im able to edit. :D (Y)

Happy advance 4 days birthday to dearest banana I. ;D

Facebook is pms-ing(as usual). Couldn't upload any photos yet. Sigh. Dreaddddddddd tmrw's school. End only at 9pm due to YOG flashmob. T^T

Well, I'm in the same pms-ing condition with Fb. :/ Terrible temper recently, but can't control. =( Gagagagaga~ I'll try, if not baby will hate me. (N)

I WANT KOI ICE CREAM MILKT TEA. Someone please spare 4.30 bucks to treat me ley. *blink blink*

new outlook

pretty satisfy with new blogskin. (y)
back with nuffnang and added new widget, Twitter, for the new skin.
Anyway, Wed's interview was successful.
Pray hard for the result! ;)

wednesday triple date with my 2 sons and daughter-in-laws. =)
Despicable me!

hahaha. Mooooo~

untitled.

狂风暴雨后终是会有晴天。

sudden

Sudden rush of emptiness conquer me.

It is never easy to understand a person. It takes me near one year to understand someone who I luv deeply. Taking extra attention on the physical and also character. What he like do, what he like to eat, what he like to be, what colour he like, what kind of people that he don't like, what kind of dressing style he like, what kind of person is he and etc. Then again, questions like, "Why he don't like?", "Why he like?", "Why he behave this way?" and etc. He whom I know, is a person which it is hard for me to use word to describe what kind of person he is. For everything he does, definitely there'll be a reason behind it that he who will not say.

Spending time and effort to know someone by having the person voicing out isn't easy at all. I never knew that after all the effort that I spend trying to understand him well, what I was being told is "I just want you to understand me," Time again and again this thing had been repeating in quarrels. I wonder, why wouldn't it be me saying this? "I just want you to know how I feel when I did spend a lot of effort in understanding you and yet I'm being told off," I wished I could tell you this.

Hoping someone to comfort you and support you isn't easy. Each time something that happened or things that I don't like to see, I tried to voice out. Imagine how I feel, being criticize and not being side because he's someone that see things straightly. Imagine the feeling of accepting sorry only when you say, "And you didn't bother to say sorry,". Else, you'll not get any apology at all. If that's the case, what's the point of voicing out? I fear now, I fear of confiding in him because each time all I get is lecturing and lecturing and crying. It made me feel even worst. I don't feel like I'm a girlfriend to him at all each time such thing happened.

Concern about someone whom know how you feel ain't easy too. Each time you got angry, someone else think that you're unreasonable and your concern did not receive any recognition at all. How would you feel?

To let a guy understand how a girl feel when she's having PMS is way harder. He'd just say it's just an excuse that every month, without fail, you'll throw your tantrum at him. Ending up, having PMS = your fault. PMS for mood swing isn't easy to control at all. I did try, I try my best to not to let out any temper. But it just came out like that. I feel guilty after that trying to explain to you, yet all you tell me, "It's just an excuse only,". If that's the case, what for having myself feeling guilty and put aside my pride just to apologise? Why not letting you have a feel of PMS?

To have a guy to know what a girl thinking is one of the hardest task in the whole wide world.

I just feel, do I deserve it?

Why each time it ended up and becomes my fault?
Just because you kept quiet.

5 hours of break

5 hours of break at school. -______________________-

my stomach keep growling, not because im hungry. it's because i yet to release shit out of me and i think im pms-ing. =( been eating a lot lately. T^T

well, im yet to prepare for my theory test tmrw, die.

single hood these few days, date me if you want. (providing im available lah)
juz give me a text or call will do. =)

there's so many things i want to jot down badly, right here.
but because it i spend too much time envying others, voicing out seems to make me feel like a bitch.
because every time i dont seem to be getting what i want yet im being blame for repeating things again & again.

all i want to be is,
happiest and most fortunate princess in the whole wide world.
be it things that can be seen or not.

you, really doesn't know what a girl wants.
again, i know you're mad with me.
tell you what,
im way disappointed in you more than you're mad with me.

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how i wish im a bystander that can tell you off on behalf of me.

recently keep raining, how to swim?
and my lazy bones are getting back. =(

2mths + 9 days left to your enlistment!

redhead & blonde

♥ REDHEAD AND BLONDE,
please let me have that hairstyle pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase!

p/s: interview next wed, God bless me!

the clawwwwwwwwwww

*gigggleeees*

NEW FRIEND!

xoxo