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MJ @ THE MOMENT
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asdasdfg

Some people just don't fucking understand english sentenced structure or rather, blame it to my fucking poor standard of chinese. -'-

Some people just don't fucking understand the pek chek-ness of repeating one fucking sentence for more than 3 times. -'-

Some people just don't fucking think before saying one throw tantrum. -'-

When you fucking repeat some thing for a lot of times when someone don't understand how you feel. -'-

So what if some people are one fucking parent or a person that is a bigger status than you. They don't fucking get what you mean then they'll start to give fuck up attitude and fuck them back with reasonable words turn out to be out fucking fault. Just because they don't fucking get you. Fuckers. Reasoning's not bout if you're my mum, dad or whatsoever higher status than me. I fucking feel you're wrong, means you're wrong. You don't fucking get what I mean just fucking tell me you don't get it. Don't fucking turn the table around and shoot me. -'-

For the fucking first time in my life for today, I'll say...

FUCK MINE & YOUR LIFE.

kanina cheebye fucker.
only when I throw tantrum IS ONLY WHEN YOU FUCKING DON'T GET WHAT I MEAN.
ONE BIG FUCKING LANGUAGE BARRIER. _|_


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monday blues

Blue blue blueeeeee.. Even my uniform have got a blue patch.

bad bad backache today.

平。静。心

If you feel that your life doesn't have any meaning to it, try taking up jobs like being a nurse, volunteer and social worker. When people gets old, then you'll know that you're much better than them. You will feel that after you take up any of these jobs, life would be more meaningful to you. Look at how the sick ones and disabled one cherish their life. Don't keep complaining about having a no life life or meaningless life.

All you have to do is just to have a lil chat with them. Even though you may not understand what they're talking about, but at least show some acknowledgement to their words so that they'll receive recognition. A simple conversation could make them smile all day. =)

When they start to tell you that they are going off soon, embrace them and tell them they are not. Simple activities like crayon colouring may be one of the easiest task for you to complete. But when you get old with wheelchair and weak limbs, crayon colouring will be one of the most difficult task for you to complete. Cos your confidence level will drop and you'll think that others does better than you. Your weak hand will cause you to lose the ability to colour the picture completely. Come to think of it, is this what they want? No.

Actually, being a nurse isn't that tough at all. It is the most beautiful job ever. The initial thoughts of getting out of nursing career was abandon shortly only just a few days at the home.

When they smile, naturally you'll feel happy.
When they enjoy their day, naturally you'll feel happy too.

Don't complain so much bout your own life. Spare some thoughts for the sick, old, disabled, unfortunate and lonely people. You're far off better than them yet you could not live your life meaningfully. They're not better than you, but they did not complaint about anything at all. They'll just smile and live their remaining years meaningfully and better than yours.

first day

awesome day but sickening weather that is pissing me off.
attachment wasn't that bad afterall. =D

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P.S/ guys wudn't understand it at all.

you can be happy, depending on how you see life.

Happy 17th month+ 1 day baby, I luv you and I alway do...!
Stalker M.

Yesterday is as though my calf consumed lemon. 我的腿很酸!

Babyluv brought me out to Bugis to shop and to eat. Tour around Bugis and bought some Korean food from BJ junction. Get my nurse watch and cardigan at the streets. Nothing much tho. After that head to Hong Guo (红锅) for dinner. (Y) Awesome chinese food I ever had, like seriously. *Song bin* I ate the 壮元something something one. Couldn't remember the full term for it. =X While waiting for the food to arrive, I took some pictures...

The waiting time wasn't that bad. =) The both of us are like hungry souls.

*Happy* When the food arrives. Indulging it happily and were bloated due to the amount of soup, and yet we still order drinks. -.- Before dinner we wanted to head to Koi for my Ice Cream MT, however the queue was super super long. So we gave up. =(

After Bugis we head to IMM for Swensennnnnszxzx! (Y)
(P.s/ I thought that I'll get sick of Swensens ice cream after last Wed's ice cream buffet, but I'm not!)
Saw Shan, Hoe and their family. So the 4 of us had ice cream tgd. =D

Head to PL to catch a view of botak Brian for awhile then go home already.

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The sight of psychology book is psycho-ing me not to open up and read it.
So no feel for it. =(

p.s/ tmrw attachment liao, all the best to me for 3 weeks. ;D

asdasdf

you are a bitch to me and everyone now.
don't try to act innocent of everyone.
it's not my concern but it's a prick to my eyes.

don't let yourself becoming a whore and one day, you'll get your bad return.
then slowly everyone will know what kind of girl you are.

a period of my life

Every month, there'll be a period of time my mood will deteriorate --- From bad to worst. However this is when my guy and I will quarrel, at this period of time. Instead of understanding the kind of experience that I'm having and understand that mood swing ain't a thing that I can control easily, all he say that mood swing is an excuse that I uses every month to run away from everything. Then why not reading a text cause you time to read, cause you time to reply and cause you time to think is an excuse of late replying?

Each time I flare up, even I myself know that it's mood swing. Cos that's not my usual behaviour. I can see that, why not my guy? Mood swing is NOT an excuse at all for me. It is NOT what I wanna experience. Different girls experience different symptoms of premenstrual, unfortunately I'm am experiencing mood swing as my PMS.

PMS is an hormonal shift that women will experience and women are sensitive to the hormonal shift! Stress doesn't cause PMS but when women is experiencing stress, it'll be difficult to handle it prior to PMS. That's why ANGER is seen frequently.

The symptoms of  PMS are mainly fatigue, tension and irritability, difficulty in concentrating, anger, depression, food craving, breast tenderness, headaches, growing of pimples and oily face and etc...

No one says there's NO cure for PMS. There IS cure for it.

• Behavioral Therapy
• Cognitive Therapy
• Literary Therapy
• Talk Therapy

GIRLS, you may actually talk to your doctor about this situation. It is something that I've thought of it before, but I had no idea to go to who. Girlfriends, friends and family are there for you. I'll talk to my girlfriend about the problem that I'm facing once in a while. This will help in relieving how you feel.

I remember that there's once in TNP, there's a report bout a lady who counsel her doctor about very bad PMS which is mood swing that affected her family communication and work. After counsellings and  regular medication, her condition got better. I've forgotten the helpline to it already.

Just on a side thought, will guys ever understand how we girls feel about it?

All I ever wanted was my guy to know that mood swing ISN'T an excuse for me at all. It is something which I've try my very very best to control already. The times that I would flare up is only when I'm vex, tried and period.  Must I really go to a doctor one day and prove it to you and only then you'll understand that it is not an excuse anymore?

However, if a person is experiencing mood swing regardless of period or not, meaning every day or most of the time whether she's having period or not. Better get a counselor or psychiatrist, you might be down with depression or you're using it as an excuse only. Girls, please take it seriously and not for the sake of coming up with an excuse. And guys, please do understand.

Credits to: x, x and myself!

fridays sucks

my fridays are forever at home.
it's not a nice feeling at all, everyone else hanging in town and whatsoever.
and im at home.

no life.

happy

sponsorship being approved. ;D

update

• Attachment starts next week.
• HBS practical test result.
• My facebook.
• The end! :D

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Attachment will be as of next week onwards and it'll be three weeks long. Will be meeting the girls for dinner someday after work. ^^ Hope the work will be a smooth one for me. =D And, HBS practical results are out. I score a B+. Was rather down and disappointed as I am hoping for an A. =( Lastly, I realise that my fb have quite a handful of AS, (Just in case you don't know what's that, it's Attention Seekers)

Definition of it.

Someone who likes to announce everything in their life on facebook to get people to feel sorry for them/react. Usually grossly exaggerated but can also be completely fictitious in order for people to respond as they don't have a life/friends.
The usual response if you ask them to stay out of your life is your a jealous bitch (and usually retards that can't spell) followed by some sort of tragic life story.
These kind of people like to constantly test their relationship/friendships to feel wanted.

If you are heeding advises of those who show you their empathy, then you won't have a miserable life alrdy. If you don't, you're deemed to be an attention seeker and an irritating fella who've got no life.

Lastly, I realise someone in school is drifting away from me slowly. I don't like. =( BESTFRIEND, you know who you are. =( *HINTTTTSZXZX* ^^

Well, gna get prepare for school later.
Hit town after school wiv clique! ♥
girls dress day. hahaha!

xo