What happen next.

Some past flashed back in the back of my mind. But I only can see what's infront of me and around me. The next half year of my life will be a hectic one. I'll be stressing myself with studies, I wanna attend JC and then University. I want to be outstanding and also I want to be a degree holder. I swear I'll be working damn less. Cos I really wanna put all my effort into studying.

Let alone studies. I have my own personal affairs to handle with. Definately I hope it'll be a better outcome.
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Talk about now.

I'm currently suffering a quite great blow over my MYE report slip. Though it's an expected outcome. Still I deserve it much. I'm so so so much worry about my studies now. Sounds like a retard. Cos, it was bearly 2 months ago that I receive the slip. And yet it's only now that I feel the regret and pain with me. ):

I belief I can choose not to think about it. Cos I know there' still EYE, MYE, Prelims then Os. I'll self encourage myself and also, I belief Shihui will support me. { HOR SHIHUI? HOR? HOR? HOR? }

Afterall, I just wanna prove something. You're a sore L.

Tired

Pictures will be up soon darlings[:

My leg sucks big time. It hurts terribly. ): And I swear I would not wear heels anymore. It's tiring my feets out. ):

Had steamboat with Selynn, Brenda, Sylvia and Jasmine. It's full of laughter. :D

That's all I guess.

&&&! JASMINE AND SYLVIA, YOU'RE LINKEEEEEEED! =D But no heart for y'all. Muahahahaha!

I'm not going to sleep tonight. It's so effing irritating to finish up all the damn maths assignments that was given. Stupid Hi-Chew tcher. Damnzx. There's so many things I've not done yet. Cries~ Can I skip school tomorrow? I'm effing tired and restless these few days. Sighs. CAN I BURN ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS? DAmnzx danmzxzxzxz! Well, I'll die tomorrow. xD

*STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHH*
IhatebeinginXpress.Itsucksbigtime. Damndamndamn.

Birthday

HAPPY BRITHDAY MCSM!

May you have a great day and excel in your studies. May '08 be a great year ahead for you though it's only 6 more months to the end of '08. :X But still, hope it'll be a great year for you. Lastly, congrats that you're IC-ed now. (: BFF(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LWLP!

All the best to you as well. Most iomportantly, excel in everything that you do. (: See you around during work. Tc babe!

Shall blog more tonight when I get back home(:

Changi Airport

Blurrprincess a.k.a Sucker[:

Peace out.

Cuzzin xD




Wonderful sky

Open up your mind.

Long long longgggggggggg escalator.

From bottom.

Changi.


Take 1 fail -.-

Prettiest artpiece.

TEE THREE [:

I had a very tiring and lovely day with Shihui. Wo ai ni lah!

I started my day with a lovely breakfast that's made by my mum.(: Then I head to alter my skinny at 3 head. The weather was uber hawt. Damn it. I was sweating profusely like as in there's a sun on my forehead or something. -________-" Had my measurements then head home to com-ed.

Prepare to go out and also, I was trying to wear makeup. But the terrible weather made it worst and wore off. So, I remove it all. And put on a light one up. I walked down the stairs in my house, then I perspire super badly, again. Stewpig weather. -.-! Well. Head out and collect my skinny before meeting up with Shihui though I'm late. Cos the alteration uncle wasn't ready yet. So I head to 7-11 to get some beverage to ease my thirst. Then I head back to the shop again and collect my pants.

Walked to Chinese Garden MRT station to take train and head towards CCK to meet Shihui. Went to Causeway. Walked around then had lunch at Pasta Mania then back to train station. We spend roughly 15 minutes to decide where to go. Supposingly to be Marina, but end up we're at Changi. Went to T3 and walked around. We're uber crazy, after walking around there. We went to the toilet and camwhore like, ALOT? Went super crazy in there. -____________-" Laughs. After Changi, went home le. We're uber uber tired. @.@ Then she alight at JE, I go straight to Chinese Garden again. -.- Went to meet Sucker. Damn cute lah.

She wore...

Black shirt, white shorts & black slipper.

I wear...

White shirt, black shorts & white backstrap sandals.

It's oh so contrast. + + + she's tan, I'm fair.

OMGGGGGGGG LAHZX.

Laughs.

Went to complex for awhile then head home le. OH YA!

People, if y'all happen to go T1[Terminal 1], DO GO POPEYE CHICKEN & BISCUITS. Highly recommend. It's sooooooooo awesome! The mashed potato was fab. Really. Do try out, cos I suppose it to be the one and only outlet in Sg. =D

That's all people ;D

HELLLLLLLLLLO SPAMMERS :D

Oh my god. Spammer! *SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAMS*

HELLO.

Did I mention who is it? CCXY COULD BE ANYONE ON THIS EARTH right? AHAHAHAHA. But who cares, that's just th rant of mine. I don't care who's offended of stuffs. AND, SPAMMER, DO YOU GET THE MEANING BY KAOBEI-ING? RANTING? I bet no? Laughs. If I were to have a boyfriend, then I would rather priortise my studies first. Cos I'm not those kinda who are interested in BGR. I could have one, but I choose not to. Different people w different POV alright?

HAHAHA.
I'm not so stupid to go commit suicide. Cos, it's unlike you. And also, I accept my look, as well as others, don't you think it's ridiculous when you come and say about me? You do rant about others too right? See for yourself, have I ever offended someone? NO. Cos, I'm the one being backstabbed. I'm the one being look down by some stupid earthlings on this earth. But see, I was only ranting, NOT BACKSTABBING. But instead, people would be bias. BECAUSE, it's a fact whereby human beings would not stop their friends into doing anything that's bad or uncivilised, instead, they would choose not to care or just give in. Screwing up everything.

PLEASE, all of us are young 15 year old adult now. Couldn't we all be sensible? Still think about backstabbing, finding troubles and what, laying finger? Oh please, I'm not that stupid to lay my finger on someone else. Tell you what, I'm speaking nicely here. Later, there'll be more scoldings at my tagbox. But, I don't care. Cos, I not I don't do spamming and doesn't entertain spammings. I'm not that stupid to be scolded by people when I'm spamming. If you think it's fun, go ahead. I won't ban, I won't care, I won't delete and I won't reply spammers.

Friends, ignore those spammers. Cos I know y'all are the sensible ones.

And spammers, go ahead, spam more. Likewise, if you're happy being scolded by my friends, go ahead. I'll welcome you.

Seriously, my main point here wasn't about spamming. If you're smart enough, you'll get it. Do you know how much I'm seriously hurt when I'm being backstabbed by some people when I do not even care or offend them? They'll just scold, mag's a hypocrite? mag's a bitch? mag's a slut? But see, I don't do that AT ALL. But I get that in return. What's the point of it? Gain popularity by doing such things? Or what? Telling others that, WOW! YOU'VE SCOLDED SOMEONE OR LAY A FINGER ONTO SOMEONE? CREATING AN ANTI FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT OF MINE? Sensible people might think that it's ALL C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H-N-E-S-S. Know how to spell it? I guess yes, cos I've spelled it out for you. Think of it seriously, what exactly you want by doing such things? What exactly will you gain eventually?

I'm sick of all these things already. Cos I know there'll be more spammings coming up. But I shall stress that, my main point wasn't all about spamming or poking into some people. You're smart enough to know.

Being tagged -.-

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1) ROACHES
2) Very ery loud sounds
3) Stalkers
4) Pervertic Ah pehs
5) Lesbo's headbutt -__________-"
6) Darkness
7) Natural disaster :X

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1) My handphone
2) ELMO!!!
3) My handphone pouch?
4) Idk
5) Idk
6) Idk
7) Camera, but I want one badly! ):

SEVEN THINGS IMPORTANT IN YOUR ROOM
1) My water bed.
2) Radio
3) Psp Charger
4) Handphone charger
5) Wardrobe
6) House phone
7) Table(:

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1) I can feel irritated easily
2) I sing
3) I like to bball.
4) Slimming down mindset.
5) Reads only certain books that attracts me.
6) I'm working at MacDonalds.(:
7) Disturbing people Oo
SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1) Have a happy family.
2) Have a bunch of friends with me.
3) SLIM DOWNNNNNNZXZX!
4) My wish to come true.
5) No idea
6) No idea
7) No idea

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1) Scream
2) Sing
3) Jump
4) Walk
5) Run
6) Skip
7) Just like an ordinary human(:

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OTHER OPPOSITE
1)Cute
2)Hot
3)Attention seeker :X
4)Sociable
5)Good at bball
6)Smart
7)GOOD LOOKING :DDD

SEVEN CELEBRITY CRUSHES
1)ADAM LEVINE♥♥♥♥
2)Takuya Kimura
3)ShuQi{I'm not a lesbian -.-}
4)Kelly Clarkson{I'm not a lesbian -.-}
5)Jay Chou
6)Idk
7)Idk

SEVEN PEOPLE TO TAG
1) Jenise Thng Jun Ning
2) Vivian Melissa
3) Selynn Ang Hui Jing
4) Tan Hui Qi
5) Chew Hui Shan
6) Sim Jun Qian
7) Nurul Ain

This was being tagged by, Jessica Lim Soo Yee!

Replies

AIN: HELLO SIAO SIAO BOYFY! :D
Nicholas: Hmm. Alright(:
KaiEn: LOLLLL~ You should!!!
VIAN: Haha. sorry QAD. Anw, I MISS YOU LUH! ):
Selynn: Oh. Hahaha. Yeah. FINALLY A TAG FROM YOU. MUAHAHAHAA.
Shannon: Hehe. This is the longest bah. :X
Shanny: No worries. ♥
Sasa: AH JIE~ Linked xD
KianHowe: Hey dude! Finally huh. HAHA. See you on mond. Tc!
Serena: HELLO BANGERRRRRR!
Shiqi: Thanks sucker! ILY! ♥♥
Mavis: KE AI! You're relinked xD
Kenneth: CAAAAAANNNNNNNn......... NOT!
Jun: Yoyoyo!
Joycelyn: You're Chua?:X
Haorong: Hey! tc loads too! Shall meet up someday xD
Claudia: Thanks sister(:
Jamie&Jenny: OMGGGGGGGGGGGG! I MISS YOU TWO CANNNNNNNNNNN?!!!! Shall catch up with y'two someday. I MISS MISS MISSS YOUUUUUUUU!
Jessica: Yes dardar! :D

Pictures&KaoBei-ing

Moon(:
Seb., Xiang & Xian
=DDDD
XD
cuuutezx w0rrs!

maths c...caaaaaamp!

xP
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xo

MusXD
A...A...AIIIIIIIIIN~!
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MAGGGGGGGdMIGHTY!

Picutres are uppppppp! xD

Now it's ranting{:
CCXY.
Bitch yo~
Y'like it? *nods*
Let me tell you what, I can't wait for you to be gang fuck by dirty people. You like it isn't it? Aren't you despo for guys? Aren't you 'pathetic' enough to soften guys? Like to squeeze into queues between guys, blend your flat chested body on 'em?{Oopse, I've forgotten that you're lat chested, so they couldn't feel anything when you blend in between em' =X} I'd wish you'll be groped badly, in pain, one day. I can't wait to pour high pH acidic juice into your mouth, let alone mouth, Face too. You're like a pain arse to me. Let's see, YOU'RE JEALOUS THAT THERE'S SOMEONE TO BBQ FOR ME? COULDN'T Y'FIND ANY GUYS TO BBQ FOR YOU? USING YOUR PATHETIC-NESS TATIC? Bitch, I'm a flirt? A san-ba? Look who's saying herself? When did I? You SAW it? HAVE I EVER OFFENDED YOU?! TELL YOU WHAT, I'LL LAY MY FINGER ON YOU SOON. Y'll see. _|_(-___-)_|_ I'm uberrrrrrr piss off by you now, so what I know I'm not, but it is OH-SO-EFFING-DOPE-&-IRRITATING. Bitch yo~

Gathering

Pictures will be up soon dudes and babes(:

Tdy was another sian noon. D8

Firstly, I woke up and ate my lunch/breakfast. After that com-ed. Just to create a blogshop and look around for suppliers. But unfortunately, not much are willing to supply me cze I lived at Jurong. ): But people, do inform me ASAP if you've got any supplier that is good and reliable. Anw, just do support P-andoraCloset. It is handle by me and Huishan. (:

Alright, after com-ing. Shower and head to Aunty Chun's place for family. Dad left after dinner as he gotta go KL for a business trip. Spend our time chatting and taking pictures. LOL. Buddie was erected while I'm playing with him on the sofa. He's sooooooooo cute can? Then I pat him to sleep. Sucha cute boy.(: Wellzxzx, after that, went home. Seb drove us back. That's all I suppose.

Yawns* Manzx, I'm rather sleepy now. HAHA. I had to go now lovely people. Byebyes(:

Chalet/Accident/Torture(?)

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO PEOPLE :DDDDDDDD

I
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Singapore(:

Guess what, I'm at chalet, chilling out yo. But still, sexy bean sister is beside me looking at what I'm typing. O.o &&&&. I'm having numb in my left leg. -_____________-!!!" Uhhhh.

Sadly to say, I almost went blind on my left eye just now during work. ): But fortunately, nothing's wrong with me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Seriously luh, I almost cried out today, IN PAIN. Like I don't know wth is happening to the baskets. I had accident like TWICE within a week in the kitchen. Like as if the baskets hates me. ): Firstly, I've got a new tattoo on my left arm. And now, the Mcwings vat
s oil, SPILL IN TO MY LEFT EYE LIKE I DON'T KNOW HOW?!!!!!!! And OUCH it hurts badly. T.T Sighsssszxzzxzxzxzxzxzzxz. Stupid Mcwings. ):):):

OH YA. The stewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwpigggggggggg Kenneth(PIGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!), keep toturiiinqqq mee n0wwsx. ): ii wanntx muii mummyy )):

alriiqqht pe0ple, i'll qq0 off n0wws luhhx.
q0odniqqghttzx :DDD

Nothing I could bear. {Rants}

Chains of incidents had been happening in my life. I don't know. I'd just think of it, every single day. To see her cry and suffering aches my heart. I'd just wish that I could hit him and scream him to wake his senses up. His heart had been eaten up by the pirahnas that is lingering along the Amazon basin. He's got no more conscience anymore. He doesn't know what's pride and shame, he doesn't know what's right and what's wrong.

The strong feeling of hatred lingers in my heart even deeper and deeper whenever I think of it. I just could not pretend like as if everything's still normal. C'mon, this ain't any Phantom of The Opera whereby all of us gotta live under a mask. After the show, all of us will eventually take out the mask and be our trueself. Couldn't y'all just think?

Really, I just feel like beating him up. It's not to vent my anger, it's to wake his senses up. Relationship still lives in the 60s, people would not play a fool of it. But senses are in the 21st century, thinking are much more sensible.

He would just scream on me over the phone. I have the urge to say, "what right do you think you can scream at me? You're not better in anyway. And, please settle your stuffs before scolding me unreasonably." Fuck yo.

Yes, I love you genuinely. And this is what I get eventually. Isn't it a waste to say that I love you? How I'd wish that I could say, I hate you genuinely. But you don't know and you'll eventually know. I feel like a actress in this show now. Cos she needs us to play the show along with you. But fuck, eventually this show will end and who knows who's the one winning, losing or good/bad ending. Seriously, you sucks big time. I didn't expect her to be soooooooooo miserable these few months. How pathetic y'see.

Seriously, I'll get crazy one day if this thing continues. And, I swear, by that time, things will be out of control. I really swear.

Heave a sigh of relieve.

I'm so so so so so glad that
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MATHS CAMP IS FINALLY O...O....OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! :DDDDD

I had loadsa fun for tdy's camp. (:

Especially the captain's ball part. Played bball with Aaron, Wengleong, Joyce and etc. Then Mr. Ngien thought we're playing monkey, all snatch ball with me then pass here and there. -_-" Then vball with Mr. Ngien, Joyce and Cheyu. Mr. Ngien keep wanting to hit Jo with the ball. SO WTHHHHH? Laughs.

Ha ha ha.
Though we've lost in the captain's ball game, but eventually it's a good game(:. With 3E9, GG(: Hehs. Grats to E9(:

That's the fun part of the day. I guess, lesbo, wife and darl will regret not coming bah? Cos, I heard from Mrs. Lim that if who did not attend, will get a warning letter from the school. Just a lil' reminder to the 3 of you, the lessons that is being gone through these 2 days are rlly rlly very important. Cos CA2 first test marks are recorded, school reopen have CT for this topic. And somemore, it's a no more re-teaching. So... sadly, to tell y'all these. Cos I'm trying to tell y'all how important is this topic. There's so much to memorise and practise. Siggggggggghszzzz. ): Up to y'all bah, I'm just being honest down here. o_O

Anw people. I shall end here.(:
Goodnight earthlings. I love y'allllllllllllll! :D
♥♥♥

Overworking I suppose

No doubt that I'm a zilian kuang. O_o

I guess I'm working too much lately. I'm just feeling so damn tired down here now. ): ): I'm so lazy to go out and shop now, besides for blogshopping, which I don't usually does that til recently. & ouch, my left feet hurts. ): The feeling was like, the bottom of my inner feet was break/snapping soon. I don't like the feeling so much that I could not even be bothered to go the toilet or what. Cos I couldn't take a full step for my left feet. It hurts, badly, y'see. ):

I feel so depressed that I couldn't get a nice and cheap gladiator sandals despite combing the whole Bugis w Kaien. It's either not my liking or there's no size available for my feet. ): Alright, enough of my complains.

There is not much to talk about my life recently. It's rather boring. But I'd love to share my wishes to y'all. (:(:

- I wanna slim down damn badly.

- I wanna have my hair be real long by the end of Term 4 and dye it nice nice.

- I want to have my own laptop.

- I want to take a break and go overseas.

- I want to sleep now. ):):

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Alright people, I'll go and take a nap now. Cos my eyelids are crashing down on me like nobody caressssssssssszx -.-!

Differences

I've met 2 someone today, he was so-stewpiggggggggg.

-_-"

Ask y'all, Mcds are always famous for their fries. And yet this someone today couldn't differentiate medium fries and large fries.

Secondly, this someone stewwwwwwwwwwpigly mistook me for being her friend and told me that I've onced serve her. Like I-don't-know how many kebizitrillion years ago. -_-"

Iwonderwhat'swithtoday. O.O

And I wanna blog about Kaien. O.O

When we're at bugis, she delibrately wait for people to leave the lift's 'water fountain' so that she could have her curiousity answered. Cos, the water was REALLY moving upwards like I-don't-know-how, and she doesn't belief it. But when she took a step forward and touched the water that is moving up, the water splash. -_____________-" Resulting a phrase to struck my head, which is...

Curiousity kills Kaien!

=XXXXXXXXXXX

Uh. That's all folks, it's 2.17am now. And I'm working 10A.M later. ):):

Despair.

I guess I'll have pathetic instant noodles for lunch soon. But I'd rather have noodles than letting my dad da pow. Cos the moment the told me he've got za cai fan for me, my reaction was, "HUH? ZA CAI FAN?!!!!!". Then that'll be my doomsday. @.@



Cos when I open the packet, I saw SOOOOOO MANY 'deng jiao' and I almost faintttttttzx! The 'deng jiao' are like more than the steam egg and rice can? Somemore, the smell shoo me off. :X IT'S SO SO SO SO DISGUSTING THAT I'M SO AFRAID TO EAT IT LIKE AS IF THERE'S ROTTEN EGG INSIDE. SO... I just left it aside. :X I'm thankful to him for the effort that he bought back lunch. But still I'll never eat it, despite HOW hungry I am.



I mean it. Cos I'm those sort who doesn't eat beansprouts and 'deng jiao', suddenly the smell and sight of 'deng jiao' scares me off! OMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFG. -_-"


Sorry daddy, but still, I prefer mummy's lunch. =XD
*Much appreciated*


Now, I'll see how Sebastian die of 'deng jiao' now. HOHOHOHO.




Deng jiao as in = capsicum. O.O

FAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNTZXZX~

Elmo craze

I'm so so so so so so so so in love with Elmo. :D

KAWAII NEH!!!

Uhhhh. Byebye. I'm going off now. [: